The cold surrounds me

Sleeping alone in the cold without warmth by my side

The cold surrounds me

The space to my right, cold and empty

The cold surrounds me

Moving closer to the space on my right and leaving another cold gap to my left

The cold surrounds me

Thinking about the warmth that could one day fill that space

The warmth smothers me

Those thoughts fade away as I'm reminded of the cold that awaits me

The cold surrounds me

My heart being just as cold, guarded with walls knowing that warmth will never have me

The cold surrounds me again

Alone I remained and always been, as I shuddered in the cold

The cold forever surrounds me

I yearned for warmth but could never attain it for I was meant to be alone

I surrendered to the cold

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Feet hurting but it will all be worth it
Telling white lies because I refuse to forfeit
Not ashamed of what I've done, we're all imperfect
Saving up cash for my family so they can be sorted
I hope this rhyme will be easy for you to interpret
Started being selfish because I deserve it
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Here I am a blank canvas
Losing all of my color and ambitions
Without a thought of who I wish to be

A blank canvas
At the world's disposal
Ready to be painted with experience
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A soul without a goal

A life with no ambitions

A vessel missing it's purpose

A relationship without communication

A lock with no key

A story missing the start

A pistol without bullets

A body with no heart

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Waking up coughing
Not breathing
Throat closing
Choking as I gasped for air
Here I am again...
Another restless night
Not being able to breathe
Just thankful that I'm still here
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I feel you fading away
Your presence drifting further away from me
Leaving a void behind where you used to be
Reminiscing about all of our time together
Wondering how we've strayed from one another
Losing hope that we could ever get back the time we lost
Never saying the words that I really wanted to tell you
I felt you fade away
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