Nisha

Nisha Oct 2021

Heart covered in ice
Feelings completely numb
Mind overwhelmed by thoughts
Stomach aching in pain
Nose bleeding
Head feeling dizzy
Insomnia constantly taking over
Tears never fleeting
Mouth lost for words
Ears ringing loudly
Soul shattered into pieces
Chest hurting
Love a figment of my imagination
Lust fighting for control
Depression never ending
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I wrote this piece during a difficult time in my life. I hope that you feel reassured that I can relate to your pain.-Nisha

Nisha Mar 2019

Nightmares are warnings

I dreamed about him I thought it would make me happy
At first it felt like a fairytale but then it turned into a nightmare
In the end he left me... In the dream
Later on he soon left me... In real life
It was a warning in disguise
I saw it coming but I ignored the signs
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(Based off of a real life experience)

Nisha Mar 2019

Alternate Universe

Maybe somewhere out in the universe
Things might have gone differently
Would i have ever gotten a chance to truly be with you
Our realities have shifted, and our dreams have changed
How long will it take you to notice that I feel the same way
In this universe I've made my mistakes hopefully in another timeline you loved me anyway
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Does this still count as a sad poem? >~<

Nisha Mar 2019

Acne Scars

I'm ashamed of it and hide my true face
It just won't go away and haunts my very eyes in every mirror
I know without them; I would be truly beautiful, but I'm stuck with it
It gets worse and makes me lose confidence
People stare and whisper about it as if i can't hear them
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This poem is based of my true life experience and its taken a toll on my confidence.

Nisha Mar 2019

Overthinking

Words have a lot of combinations
Combinations that can be translated differently
A compliment could turn into an insult
Words hurt but only mentally

Conversations seem like routines
Questions racing through my mind
The answers making me more anxious
Overthinking the scenarios that could cost me a friend...
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Nisha Mar 2019

Lonely

Some ones warmth to melt my frozen heart
Another hand to wipe my never ending tears
Ears to listen to me screaming inside
Lips to tell me its going to be okay
A beating heart to understand how lonely I truly am
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Nisha Feb 2019

Long Distance

How do i know if he truly loves me
Are love is too far
I can only see his words
The distance is frustrating

The temptation is tempting
I wish to see his hand in mine
Are actions can't be seen
How do i know if i could trust him
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Happy Valentines Day