We all wish everything was happy all the time,
but then if everything was happy,
how can we ever really feel happy
won't it all be monotone,
won't it all be the same, with no clear difference


If there isn't Sadness...how can you feel Happiness
If there isn't the Devil...Why do we believe in God
If there isn't Bad...how do you know something is Good


So, hang on and don't lose your grip,
For if you let go...
Then the Curtain of Life shall fall,
and It'll reveal all the happiness that was meant for you...
meant for you to enjoy and cherish...
but then you let go...but now you can't enjoy it
so hold on there...it'll be fine soon...dont lose hope...

I'm stuck in a place
a place where no one can understand me
a place that never loved me
a place far from what is called home
a place that takes away my hope
a place that reaps away all the joy
a place that is devoid of love
a place where I am surrounded by people....
...yet all alone
to stare at the happiness on the other side
too close to see it all...yet too far to feel it all
right in between...
I'm stuck here...forever to rot

I realise how Similar the Moon is to us
Cratered with Imperfections, yet still Shining to its Fullest
Always giving its Best, even in the Worst of times
Just like some of us...
Yet even the Moon has it's Darkside
Hidden away quietly from everyone's sight
No one ever knows what its scheming...behind our back
Maybe the Bright side was just a mask ...to fool all of us
Just like some of us...

Isn't Love and Obsession the same?
yet they are soo different
When Love goes awry...
When you Love too much...too Blindly...
Blinded by love....You thought all you did was good for them,
Yet all it did was to Hurt 'em, and now they've...gone
and now " Move on...Move on" ...they all say
but I'm still Holding on much to their dismay...
An Idiot indeed...now I'm all obsessed with them...
All my thoughts...everything in my head its all them
Now I don't know if its just Love...or...it became Obsession
It's all grey and I'm still blind...
and Now It hurts to know I've hurt the one closest to my heart...
...to the one most dearest to my Heart...I've caused pain to them now it's hurting back

Blind...
I was Blind...
They all gave their say...
Yet I went my own way...
And now I see the light
And It's too bright and blinding...
I was one man's love...his treasure
yet another man's lust...his pleasure
I still don't know...If I'm walking towards the lights of heaven...
or towards the flames of hell...

You are the Sun
Me...the Moon
I want all your light for me
I want all of you to shine on me
Yet the Closer I get
the more it Hurts
I burn myself for you
Yet I could never reach you
Forever to be apart...

To think my problems matter
me and my little worries
To think my issues even matter
To think I'm the unluckiest man
and now I see others suffer a fraction of what I can even fathom
and I may even consider myself the luckiest
for me and my tiny problems don't come close
to what worse people could suffer
to think I was going through a lot
yet out here I seem so privileged
like a tiny speck...crying out for attention...
Now I've seen people suffer...what I've suffered in my sleep
they are living the life...The life I've had in my nightmares
The bigger picture...is...truly terrifying
To think I even mattered...