I've lived a lie, my past breaking me, though it doesn't seem so I have had a rough life. I'm so far down...how didn't it **** me somehow...? I survived it somehow, because life starts now that I'm with you...you've done all the things that could keep me around, I was so far down, you don't understand how much I need you. You have done the impossible, you brought me back to life. Finally happy I extinguish my old weak fire I break away from everything to be yours. My love for you being the oxygen feeding the fire to uphold the burning flames of our memories. Now I am ready, no doubts, I am sure, I love you...life starts now.

I sit in this cold, dark house wondering where you are, quiet as a mouse.
The clock strikes ten past as I sit here..an outcast.
I play my broken heart strings..guess im just another one if the pretty little things.
Becoming frail frail feel this might fail.
Another day alone i lay.
An arrow shot cold into my chest when they tell me im blessed.
Wishing you were here i whisper that i need you near.
You finally hear and tell me never to fear.
My saving grace were face to face.
Waiting to be broke again i pretend this night is never to end.

Harassed by time I am doomed to wait as I long to see your familiar face and feel my lips touch yours. I fall down on my knees praying to anyone who can help me. With no one answering my prayers the torment unleashes an agonizing blow right through my heart. A burning tear slowly sheds down my cheek. I need you right now, I do not know how much longer I can withstand this misery. Leaving all of what I know I set out in search of you. Suppressed by my own soul doubting my hearts desire to find you; I would give up my future after death just to live the rest of my days in this lifetime with you. You are too perfect for my hands to hold for I try my hardest to make you happy. Continuing my journey to find you many attractive women try to steal my heart but I only want you. Pushing everyone aside that gets in my way of finding you I cross paths with you by coincidence. You nor me saying a word, staring into each others eyes, beautiful as they are everything that needs to be known is revealed. Innocence, pain, heartbreak, beauty...only waiting for the one to make her feel she is worth their world even the slightest. Broken shattered..I find the pieces of her heart carelessly thrown around and played with. I will never quit on you..if it takes me forever I will mend your broken heart and hold it as if the world would crash down if a spec of dust brushed it ever so slightly. I will never leave you, I will never stop loving you. Take off the mask and let me repair what has been broken..I promise you this love will never die, just believe me when I tell you...I love you.

As rain pours down my window, as nights sheath corrupts the sky, I am alone. Trying to travel deep into my mind, I seem to have the same thing on every level, you. The deeper I go the harder the rain falls. Looking out my window I see a blur of lights and hear the sound of rain as it showers down upon the ground. Ignoring the pain I feel in my heart I try to calm myself by saying everything will be okay, for I do not know what is becoming of me, but more importantly us. My self reluctance is falling down with the rain, waiting for the storm to stop. Stricken pain shatters against my heart bearing no mercy to it's devastating blow. As an attempt to mend the pain it spreads throughout my veins to disperse into my body. The pain is still strong, digging further to find an answer to this searing agony. Relieved when I open a secret chapter in my heart, finding truthful but saddening fasts about myself and why this misery keeps attacking me. Discovering I have a strong desire for perfection I struggle to accept it, as for I am also a crazy jealous person, I believe this is the reason why it stings like a ***** to hear about other people and especially them exceeding me. I can see past all the ******* lies and fibs to try not to hurt my feelings so I may be bearable. I understand now what I am, I wish I could just be made for you but I can't, this is how we improve us, this is how we become more loving. I need you I want you because it's you and me against the world and I will not let down until we are in the ground. I fully, truly, honestly, consistently, unconditionally love you forever; if I had to choose between loving you or dying, I would use my last breath to say I love you because it's you and me.