Let me **** myself, please,
Let me have delight in decease.
What sort of addiction is this?
Venom becomes nectar if I kiss.

Why am I so happy in this dying?
Only that dearest face me seeing.
What a painful feeling in missing a dear!
Despite colorful rainbow tells not to shed tear.

Promised not to call him again,
Mind's reluctant to listening to brain.
I repeatedly become perturbed broken shape,
Rather better I'll **** myself to escape.

Torment won't touch me if I die,
As the moon doesn't rise in cloudy sky.
No pain suffering happiness I seek,
Nothing in this earth can make me weak.

Am I weeping? No, no,
Dew dropping seems so.
Not eyes, trees are showing dew flashes,
Wind is swinging leaves, the eyelashes.

Dew is dropping all the time,
The naughty wind's reciting rain rhyme.
Two eyes dreamt a lot,
Dreams swept away by dew's plot.

I dream dream and search dream,
Planning after planning I scream.
The very dew rolls down,
Making my dreams looking clown.

I call Love to come closer,
A shadow appears saying me loser.
Is it Love? Never, never,
I was hallucinated in hectic fever.

O Pole Star! look I am forlorn!
My heart is pricked with earthly thorn.

I lost belief in human love,
That I placed up above.

How can I restore my peace?
And get back my fairy beach?

Can you ignite hope in me?
So beauty of life I can see.

I will sing like a bird again;
Heavenly bliss I will regain.

As a friend do me this favour!
All my grieves, sobs you devour!

I will laugh to the sky high,
Promising you never to sigh.

The world will be all smiling flowers!
Life will be renewed by enchanting showers.

O lady violet!
Get your heart reset!
Look! Love's peeping!
Dark eclipse's retreating!

No, no! you quit!
Only he will tweet!
In this wild forest,
In my lovely chest!

This is cool winter!
Life is sheer bitter!
Embrace the happy spring!
Like a cuckoo fly and sing!

Don't request to touch,
Hidden trap as such!
Love's eternal flower!
Smelling it I gather power!

O darling! One thing I cherish,
This real form of you to perish.
I'll make you bonsai, a belittled tree,
And you'll be detained in my heart, not free.

What a charming idea, think!
In a tiny room you will remain without outside link.
You'll never face reality of earth,
Enjoy the transformation of lovely rebirth.

The world is full of chaos and killing,
Nothing will touch you, sweet darling.
Society. weapon, religious terror,
Any of these won't show you horror.

What to do? Tell me anyone,
How can be his heart won?
Can't be human being made small?
Where will I find that technology, pal?


I'll keep him in deep of mind,
Making bonsai of a small kind.
He won't grow up and grieve me in future,
I will ruin his pride and stop his torture.

I don't know these people
Very unacquainted,
Many years have been passed together
As images oilpainted.

I wish to be lost by diving in sea
Few yards away,
Leaving behind moonlight, nightqueen flower
And shiny day.

Who are you making me cry all the time?
Two eyes flow,
The flowers of love in basket are fading
Losing lovely glow.

I beseech the great Time to
Allow my destruction,
Dew drenches my two feet gently
Grass shows emotion.

They all request me not to go
With eyes tearing,
Untold stories will be told me
On a day cheering.

O blue bird! Be star in the sky now,
From man you became bird,
Now be star in the vast sky yard.

I will see you whole night,
Desire of looking won't fade away despite,
Love will be then boundless infinite.

You try hard to supress emotion,
In fear of people you remain in hiding,
Rather good stay in the sky without binding.

Your fusion will go on there eternally,
From hydrogen to molecular love of hellium,
Let the universe become sunless night lukewarm.

Night flower daisy will bloom,
And I will be poem with sweet smell,
Will you retain then organic ashamed cell?

Come and be the dazzle of my poem,
Let's forget painful wordly plight,
Come blue bird as the enlightening white.