I'm stunningly confused
But utterly intrigued

Sometimes I wanna call
Then I remember
How repulsive you would be
And I  just let it hurt instead.

I'm afraid if I stay,
I may never leave.

I'm never going to forget
That I loved you
And you rejected me
Not once.
Not twice.

She does run a bit hot
In the crazy department
So I had to step out
To take some me time
While she gets her fire danger level
From catastrophic
To low moderate
But ****,
Her blaze
Is a glorious thing to behold