I know I broke up with you
But I miss you

Not the you I broke up with
The you I fell in love with
The you who made my days smiley

Not the you that made my heart ache
The you who lit up my face
The you who smiled when I called

Not the arrogant you who got comfortable
The you who strived to make us happy
The you who cared about me

Not him who was okay away from me
The you who thought of us all the time
The you who called just to hear my voice

I miss him
The one who is long gone
The one who loved me.

You said never to say never
But I'm saying it's time
To say never to the option
To the impossible option
And explore the favourable options
And have a happily ever after  

Go for it.
But first say never to this.

She's alot like you
She loves you
But she forgets to say it
Just like you forget to say it

I'm your weakness.
You're my kryptonite.

Will you remember
Or will you forget
The first time you saw me?
The first time you held me?
The first time you were attracted to me?
The first time you cared for me?
The exact moment you fell in love?
The first time you kissed me?
The first time you spent time with me?
Our first time out together?
The fisrt time you didn't wanna let go?
The first time you couldn't resist
The urge to call?
The first time I was on your mind
For the whole day?
The first time you couldn't wait
To see my pretty face?

Will you remember
Or will you forget
The first time you didn't miss me?
The first time you hated my calls
The first time you didn't wanna talk to me?
The first time you stopped caring?
The first time you couldn't stand me?
The first time you lost interest?
The first time you let go?
The exact moment you lost the love?

Will you forget?
Or will you remember?

I thought I understood it
That I could grasp it but i didn't
Not really
Only the smudgeness of it
The pink slippered
All containered
Semi precious
Eagerness of it

I didn't realize it would sometimes be more than whole
That the wholeness was a rather luxurious idea
Because it's the haves the have you and have
Didn't know, don't know about the in betweens of it
The gory bits of you
The gory bits of me

As days pass
I keep asking myself
Why I'm fighting
For something that's almost dead

My efforts are futile
But I don't want to let go
My will to fight isn't there either
But I don't want to stop fighting

The push away
Stronger that the pull in
But still I wanna push in
I wanna get back in
But what if there's no in anymore?

What if I wasn't meant to stay in?
Maybe I'm not wanted in there
I'm probably being laughed at
For not giving up
Maybe I should.