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Madly-
I am missing you:
As surely as the meadow covets the soft embrace
of morning dew;
as sure as the sky slowly awakens its canvas
to the suns soft stroke of salmon pinks
and crimson reds, light magenta's, oranges,
amber's, and pale silk Persian blues.
In these moments of absence, I am,
in more than one way,
completely enraptured by the thought of you.
Your loveliness, your smile, your kiss,
your magnificently adorned brown bluish green speckled eyes,
undulate in my thoughts brightly like moonlit folds
of surf crashing into the core of me:
slowly soaking through the sandy shores
of my equally undulant, brisk, and fluttering heart.
Then, as an off shore breeze crosses tenderly about
my waist and fingertips, seductively enveloping me,
I am reminded of how closely we laid:
Tangled beneath our blanket of fervor,
side by side, with a mutual breath of passion
as excitement cascaded through our paralleled sensoriums
and quickly translated into a fiery touch of the lips,
as a fervid scratch of the hips,
and finally into a shared exhale of relief
as if to whisper to one another “come closer, be mine.”
Still, even as these grains of memories feather effortlessly
down into my thoughts like the sands of an endless hourglass
encased with the echo of your inviting voice
enchanting me with sweet nothings,
I am left with a yearning for your physical presence.
I want you here.
Time inches along and as I slowly lie my head down to sleep,
hands clasped shut between pillow and ear,
I am, in my thoughts again, reminded of your ubiquity,
of your enamoring effect on me,
of how no matter the distance nor the time between,
baby you are here, captivating my thoughts
-madly.
 Jan 2013 NDHK
Anais Nin
"Why one writes is a question I can never answer easily, having so often asked it of myself. I believe one writes because one has to create a world in which one can live. I could not live in any of the worlds offered to me – the world of my parents, the world of war, the world of politics. I had to create a world of my own, like a climate, a country, an atmosphere in which I could breathe, reign, and recreate myself when destroyed by living. That, I believe, is the reason for every work of art.
...
"We also write to heighten our own awareness of life. We write to lure and enchant and console others. We write to serenade our lovers. We write to taste life twice, in the moment and in retrospection. We write, like Proust, to render all of it eternal, and to persuade ourselves that it is eternal. We write to be able to transcend our life, to reach beyond it. We write to teach ourselves to speak with others, to record the journey into the labyrinth. We write to expand our world when we feel strangled, or constricted, or lonely … When I don’t write, feel my world shrinking. I feel I am in prison. I feel I lose my fire and my color. It should be a necessity, as the sea needs to heave, and I call it breathing."
('The New Woman', 1974)
 Jan 2013 NDHK
tomkrutilla
how dare you tell me that you are not worthy of my love
to insist this will not work out between us
or that you are inferior to me
am i the great messiah you seek
am i the aztec king so revered by his people
am i a quasar that outshines all the stars
no, for i am a mere human whose ego is on the negative side
i don't seek to defeat you or impose my will on you
you talk of not being worthy of me as if its some distant
emotional state drummed upagain in your minds past
so look up at me with those stunningeyes and listen
all i said was I LOVE YOU
 Jan 2013 NDHK
tomkrutilla
s and s
 Jan 2013 NDHK
tomkrutilla
sassy but sweet is what called you in our youth
sassy, with that certain look, sweet with that angelic voice
though years have past and times have changed
your being remains the same
why your still with me, i'm not quite sure
perhaps my years have past and my times have changed
and your always a constant , that straight line, never wavering
and always sassy but sweet
 Jan 2013 NDHK
tomkrutilla
the deck
 Jan 2013 NDHK
tomkrutilla
is it wrong of me
                                    to just sit on my favorite chair and
                                              let my mind wander
                             listen to the sounds around me and not react
                                              no thoughts just numbness
                             leave the days events in the hours that past
                                               no regrets, no emotions
                             think of all things and let them fade away
                                               my mind moves on
                              to no were in particular just wandering
                                                tired of rationalizing
                              catch the racoons shadow, still looking for food
                                               wish i could help
                              and you to will fade into the darkness
                                          not knowing i saw you
                             rise up from this chair, lay prone on the bed
                                          and close my eyes
                                   and dream of the ones you miss
 Jan 2013 NDHK
tomkrutilla
oh my sweet reminece, how you are always in my mind
                   a steady friend, never to fail me when i come calling
                   a healthy dose of reminders, the good times, when
                   my life was more clear.
                   not to complain about the daily grind, for such is life
                   but to know i can visit you from time to time, makes me smile.
 Jan 2013 NDHK
Natalie Sym
Faces pressed up against the windowpane of my soul
They are trying to peek into my life
All that they can see are the roses of innocence and the rainbows of happiness
They do not look close enough to see the snakes of betrayal that are coiled in camouflage around the stems of those roses
They do not pry long enough to understand that the wisps of clouds that float so closely to those bright rainbows are the white lies that have materialized to form and ocean of deception and I am drowning in the middle, stranded
No one stops by long enough to learn that the crumbling ruins that they admire so ardently for their barren beauty are the result of what a hardened heart looks like when it decides to break down the barriers it has hidden behind for so long
These faces are merely tourists; I should not be surprised when they leave me
I should expect it; I should accept it
Yet how can I accept the fact that I am merely considered to be an attraction, pretty to look at but easily forgotten. Why should I be the acting freak show that gets the round of applause yet when all is said and done and the families go home to their superficial lifestyles, I am left alone in a litter filled theatre sterile of trust and of friendship.
I only tell you these things now so that you may see
No one has ever bothered to get to know me
Until you
 Jan 2013 NDHK
Anna Grose
I am a rock
Strong and steady
You are the ocean
Uncertain and stormy
You crash into me
Constantly
Wear me down until I am nothing
But I need you
We make the beautiful shore
We create the beaches
Apart we are just fine
But you and I make more sense
Together
 Jan 2013 NDHK
Jenny Lark
When we meet a person we subconsciously inspect each feature
We intuitively notice flaws and perfections
the less we see a person the less our eyes renew the image in our minds
we focus so ******* reinventing an exact, lifelike image
causing it to eventually slip away
so we try harder, pushing the image even further
until sooner or later we begin to question ourselves
and a cloud of mist forms and impedes our ability to visualize
creating more distance between the memory and ourselves
and no matter how hard we resist
we gradually lose pieces of the face that will never reappear
and wish our eyes could mend the broken image
just one last time
no one has solved the mystery of how to capture this memory
or even hold it for eternity
so as victims we watch it slip away
we helplessly forget
and pray for one last chance to remember
not the ambiguous, blurred remembrance
but the clear, flawless one
 Jan 2013 NDHK
Mohit Kalwadia
If ever you need me,
I'll be right here,
To chase away the sadness,
And wipe away a tear.

If ever you need me,
I'll be two steps behind,
To follow in your footsteps,
And hear what's on your mind.

If ever you need me,
You'll never have to fear,
That your presence isn't important,
And your love isn't dear.

If ever you need me,
I'll always be around,
To bring back the laughter,
Where deep in your heart it's found.

You'll never have to worry,
For I'll always be here,
To chase away the sadness,
And wipe away a tear.

I am here for you!
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