"I wish I was enough for you 🥀 ."

wrong-doers do good at times,
good-doers do evil at times,
that's how humans are,
that's how we are,
that's why there's hope in everyone.

Unbreak my heart*
before it falls apart

She is a woman
A woman with dignity
She deserve more
She deserve better
And she won't settle for less.

“I wanted to chase you right after I said goodbye. I wanted to run to you and tell you I was wrong, and that I changed my mind. That I regret hurting you. That that wasn’t what I truly wanted. That you were still the one. But I felt so crushed for breaking you, my person. I already caused you so much pain that you didn’t deserve more of me. That was why I stopped myself from pulling you back even when I wanted to hug you, to never let you go again. I wanted to save you from myself. I didn’t want to hurt anymore, so I didn’t look and back and just left all at once.”

“Didn’t you know that the aching of all those wounds would go away if you stayed and chose me? Didn’t you know that you were capable of my breaking and unbreaking? But you left me bleeding and I had to let it subside because I knew then that you were no longer coming back. I had to be my own person because if not, I would have lost myself too. It was not about the amount of pain  you have caused me, because no matter how deep the cut was, you had the capacity to mend me in an instant. You were the healing that I wanted but didn’t get back. Your leaving broke me more than if you just stayed by my side.”

I know

It will only Hurt the more we pretend
that we can ever be more than just friends

But  I just Don't know why I'm so in love with you

Everyday,
I walk towards you
hoping that I’d somehow
get to be with you for at least a moment.
But it’s hard for me to catch up
when you’re also trying
to catch up with someone else.

I don't want to cry,
I don't,
but my eyes
chose to rebel
against my will.

ℐ ᴊᴜ𝓈ᴛ ᴡɪ𝓈ʜ ℐ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʟᴏ𝓈ᴇ ᴛʜᴇ𝓈ᴇ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ𝓈
ᴀ𝓈 ғᴀ𝓈ᴛ ᴀ𝓈 ℐ ʟᴏ𝓈ᴛ ʏᴏᴜ

I know, I deserved better,
but i keep thinking that,
*no one could be better than her

If you only knew how much those little moments mattered to me,

They say follow your heart, but if your heart is in a million pieces, which piece do you follow?💔

But, did you really let go?

Pinilit kong maging sha.
Ginawa ko lahat sayo katulad ng ginawa niya.
Minahal kita higit pa sa binigay niya.
Tinanong kita kung kulang pa.
Sagot mo, "Tama na, hindi ka naman sha e."

Hahayaan kita na mapunta sa iba dahil gusto mo.
Hahayaan kita na ipagpalit mo ko dahil gusto mo.
Hahayaan kita na magmahal ng iba.
Wag ko lang malalaman na masasaktan ka dahil hinayaan kita.

Nasaktan ka ba ng nalaman **** may mahal na kong iba?
Pasensha ka na ha?
Ayoko na kasing umasa, napagod na din akong maghintay.
Pero makakatulong ba kung sabihin ko sayong kaya ko shang iwanan para sayo?

Why doesn't my feelings disappear as easily as you did?

"It hurts, but i won't blame you for not loving me back."

Our love could have have been the best to story to tell,
Too bad you left me hanging here without a single farewell,

"With you losing him, he's starting to imagine life  without you in it and for the first time he's no longer afraid to walk away."

the night falls,
sadness comes in,
heartaches rush through,
Tears flow down.

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I don't know why but my heart still chose you,
I chose to forget but this heart still remembers you/

” I can't dance. ”
” I can't sing. ”
” I can't draw. ”
In short, I don't have talents.

” I'm afraid of people. ”
” I'm afraid of the world. ”
” I'm afraid to the society. ”
In short, I'm a coward.

” They will hurt me. ”
” They will forget me. ”
” They will leave me, someday. ”
In short, I'm a pessimist.

” Don't wanna do that. ”
” I can't do that. ”
” I'm afraid to do that. ”
In short, I do lack of confidence.

” I'm ugly, she's pretty. ”
” I envy her spotless face. ”
” I wish I can be her. ”
In short, I'm insecure.

” Be happy. ”
” Cheer up! ”
” Everything will be fine. ”
In short, I'm a friend's comforter.

” Love yourself first. ”
” Don't give up. ”
” Study hard. ”
In short, I'm a friend's adviser.

” I'm always here for you. ”
” I care for you. ”
” I love you. ”
In short, I'm selfless.

Behind my negativities in life, I still have the courage to be positive when someone needed me.
I still have the guts to act like strong, when someone needed my strength.
And I still stays on someone's side to not them feel the loneliness, when me, myself, and I.. needed it too.

—A.Makata

the overwhelming distress and grief still clings and lingers unto my soul

A million miracles could never stop the pain. 💔

This time I will be strong,
       Strong enough to stand on my own,
                Strong enough to face and forget the pain,

You don't marry someone you can live with. You marry the person who you cannot live without.

"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Others stay for a while and leave footprints on our hearts and we are never ever the same."