Every time
You ever told me
To stop
Being a piece of me
I remembered
All of your nights
Curled up to Jameson
And I realised
The only thing
That will
Ever make you whole again
Is going to be that bottle

I said it would take months
looks like it only took moments

Soon you'll learn
That time is no different than space

You dont love her
For the flower she is.

You don't kiss evey petal
As tender as the breeze intended.

You don't prop her stem
Allowing her to grow tall and strong.

You love her
Like your next victim
-like the prey you think she is

You love her
By giving her the water she needs
-only to drown her in it

You love her
By plucking her from the ground
-and ending her beauty

If the opposite of depression
Is not happiness
But mania
Then the opposite of loving you
Is not hatred
But hysteria

For a woman from Hell

I love when my lovers calling lips
Still sting of the water

With you I can keep my eyes open
And the dream still unfolds.
I don't have to waste time sleeping
Just to have you next to me.

Tell me that you dreamt of losing me
I want to see the tears in your eyes
As you tell me how I walked away
Hearing your voice break as you whisper
Don't go
Ache as you tell me this other worldly fear
Realize that you're not sleeping
Open your eyes before I'm gone

I hope your next one
Deals to you
This same hand
You delt me

You may not see my pain now
But you'll feel my suffering later
At the hand of the one
You'll never see it coming from

But you can save me

I'd kiss your name
On all the flowers
So the Earth could sing
In Color

Your greatest gift
has always been your jaw
Strong and unwavering
Making it nearly impossible
to gather your emotions and thoughts

But your greatest weakness has always been
caught between the moments
you put pen to paper
and sacrifice your heart
Exposing your internal
and true
weaknesses

Now I can see it all

But here you are
On the frontlines
Fighting a war
For someone who will never
Wage the same battles
For you

Before my heart claims you
And my head regrets it in the morning

I know goodbye
Isn't forever
But time without you
Feels like eternity

You're Twisted
and Sick

You're Doubtful
and Hopeless

You're Wicked
and Evil

You're Facetious
and Rude

You're Everything
I am not