I want to call you
While you're sleeping
And fill your voicemail
With love notes

It's just another day
Under the Sun
Which is a good problem

I have to show up
As who I am

I can't show up
As someone else

And expect to be loved
For me

I'm sorry
For my temporary
And situational
Uncouth behavior
In response
To the change
You ****** me into

I couldn't
Easily accept
The coming days
Of loneliness

But in that time
I reflected
On your hurt
And mine

I now realize
You were right
Life without you
Is better
For both of us

Sorry that I am
The only one of us
Who can truly be rid
Of you

Enjoy forever
Void of me
Lost within
Yourself

I am never going to find in you
What I need to be searching for
Within myself

What in Hell
Or Earth
Did I do
To deserve you?

Speak as you wish
But I'll believe as I may