Now that you're gone
I just want to be sober
-for the first time in a long time
You had me so ****** up
Time seemed to warp
-and now
I just want to experience life
For all it should have been

Before I return them
I will drench all of your ****
In my best perfume
You remember,
The one you love most from our
Mhm, first time
So every time now after
You go to reach for it
It's like you'll be reaching for me
And a reminder of all the injustices
and sins you commuted against me

That's what happens when you're unfaithful
Everyone finds out eventually
and rarely wants to hear the excuse
Because there just isn't one

I keep reading over our messages
Questioning myself
Where did it go wrong
Where did i go wrong
Why am i always too intense
Did that scare you
Was it overwhelming
Was it unattractive
Im sorry if I’m not pretty enough for you
I really tried to be

I hope you’re okay

I'm not the one who deserves another demon
But your crying eyes will haunt me eternally

He let me sing
Songs on end
For moments that felt as if they would never end
Through my belting
and maybe a few tears
He understood my suffering
And in his silence
I knew he had a plan to me

Cheers!
We can do this, baby girl.