I can feel the storm rolling in
My aching joints tell me it's time
To seek shelter beneath warm blankets
Waiting for the rains to fall from my eyes
And wash away the pains of this body
Mind
Emotions
And soul

The only thing worthy of release
Is the air from my lungs
As it wades through the water
Crashing up to the surface
Gaining the freedom
I so desperately crave
While I remain below the sky's reflectant

It was in that moment
While lights were dim
and the temperature rising
That losing myself
To retain you
Became too much to bare

I'm honestly searching for something
It doesn't have to be serious
But it needs to be genuine

We leave the room smelling like ***
But when you leave
It wreaks of depression.

My soul is on fire
Burning for all the sins
My body committed

I'm in desperate need of saving
But only worthy of being saved
When I beg for it first