MUFFY LOVE

MUFFY LOVE Jan 2019

Momma

Momma
You are a beautiful rose
Sun shines as you stroll
Down the beach
Your smile glistens
Like the sun over the ocean
Your hair flows
Like the branches
On the old willow trees
Momma
You are a Queen
Fixing your crown
Giving the words
Of the world to your children
Momma
You are a WARRIOR
Pride of the African lands
Joy in your heart
Momma
Life has did everything it could possibly do
Yet like the great Maya Angelou
Said “STILL I RISE”
You rise when you should have fallen
You keep going when others said you should have given up
Momma
You are my idol
Your stronger than any woman I’ve ever known
Momma
Claim what’s yours
Claim your life
Claim it
Hold it close
You have beaten all the odds
Momma
You are a beautiful rose
Sun shines as you stroll
Down the beach

MUFFY LOVE Jan 2019

Depressed thoughts of a broken woman

Listen to my cries
My screams my shouts
Be that peace
My days are long and nonstop
No breaks in between you see
Depression shouldn’t be taken lightly
As if it’s a simple
Stub toe ouchy
Taken seriously
Hear the words
Read in between the lines
Do you see like honestly
Look into my eyes
I’ am weary
I am tired
I’ am restless
Emotions at an all time high
What’s it to end it all
Seems like it’s an easy choice
This depression is the devil and he really trying me
Listen to my cries
My screams my shouts
Be that peace
My days are long and nonstop
No breaks in between you see

Broken soul of. A woman

MUFFY LOVE Jan 2019

Loosing control

Loosing control

Loosing control
Of everything I have no say
In anything
Everyone
Loosing control
Of myself
I don’t know where to turn
I’m like a ticking bomb
Ready to EXPLODE
Empty inside
Hollow shell
Words in my head
Want out
These controlled feelings
Need a platform
To be able to exhale
This HELL
Breathe in a fresh breeze
Let go of my worries
Depression and disappointments
Loosing control
Of SELF
Unknown to the woman who
Looks back at me in the mirror
Soulless eyes of
A woman I used to know
Coldest heart of
Mt.Everests peak
WAIT
that can’t possibly be me
Cheeks sullen
Eyes with bags under
Teeth yellow
DID I REALLY LET MYSELF GO?
Loosing control

Depression *****

MUFFY LOVE Jan 2019

True love

They say love is just a 4 letter word
Then you came into my life opened my eyes to what true love is
What I deserved
Love is a beautiful bliss
Like the sun setting over a beautiful blue sea

Love can be powerful n true once found

#lovebliss

MUFFY LOVE Jan 2019

A King with his Queen

Do you have any idea how you bring a smile to my face,
Crazy but true though always will......
To be noticed by the opposite creature.....
That is sweet but yet bitter,
Full of future hopes and dreams
Forever engraved in my mind and.....
Leaving my heart to wonder.

Trying my best to love unconditionally
Giving and less taking showing I care greatly.
Perhaps I am the one to bring upon an evolution.
Special enough to have him view a revelation.
Leaving is not an option,
Im intrigued to know more to share that bond like a relation.......

Ship cannot sail without me,
I must be on board to steer,
And comfort my KING through all
That seems not at all to be clear.

His woman.......
His rock......
His QUEEN.

#1

MUFFY LOVE Jan 2019

Is it worth it?

Is it worth it ?
Written on 08/29/18

Block boy trap ***** gang ******
is loosing your life worth it?
Bringing pain to your children mom n family is it really worth it?
Burying your body before your time
is it worth it?
Proving a point of what exactly that you a real *****?
That you’re tough?
That you’re down for ur ******?
That’s what make you a dumb *****!
All that tough **** is for the birds
Jail or death are your options
6 feet down in the dirt
Being paralyzed for life
Loosing a limb
Constant retaliation
Is it worth it?
Becoming the stereotypical *** *****
Stray bullets have no names
Ending lives with no shame
Do you have a conscious a soul
Fighting is one thing
But to never come back because
You took that gun and ended a life
Is it worth ?
Young child dead stray bullet to her head
Young child dead stray bullet to his head
Teen gangsta pulled the trigger tryna prove to his boys that he a real *****
Not caring who is around
More bodies to bury
Is it worth it?
Now you’re caught
Now you’re crying
Now you realize you just threw away your life
But you’re not crying because you realize what you have done is wrong
But because you were caught!
Sad priceless moments that you could be using to actually doing good
End the black on black crime
All this unity for loyalty y’all have for y’all ******
Could be used for unity positivity
For the young boys and girls for the next generation build each other up
But instead being a real *****
A killer of your people
Is what’s up
Is it worth it?
When will y’all wake up dumb ****** be a smart ***** do what’s right
When will y’all wake up
Build the community
Give your parents someone to be proud off
Break the ******* cycle
Honestly
Real negus do things to bring up their
Communities
Real NEGUS are royalty
Real NEGUS are not focus on destruction of self and communities
REAL NEGUS TAKE PRIDE AND SHOW IT
REAL NEGUS NOT REAL ****** SEE THE DIFFERENCE?
So when I ask you is it worth it?
You are dead just a memory while your boys move on with their lives it either changes them or they have already joined you
Was it worth it?
Block boy trap n* gang n*
is loosing your life worth it?
Bringing pain to your children mom n family is it really worth it?
Burying your body before your time
is it worth it?

Negus means royalty and where the N word came from ... just changed the meaning of it into a derogatory term

#endblackonblackgunviolence

MUFFY LOVE Jan 2019

I learned how

I learned how
To love again and this time
It’s me
I’ve falling head over hills
For myself
I learned how
To accept my flaws
Put all the bad behind me
In order to move forward
Happy days I shall now see
I learned how
To accept I cannot change everything
I love me for all my past
It taught me so much
My heart is no longer heavy
I learned how
To see this beautiful vessel
Love her entirely
From her brown skin
Smile to all her imperfections
She’s a survivor
Of the impossible
A warrior a poet a mother
She’s overcame what others
Never recovered from
I learned how
To love her again
It’s has been a long journey
But I made it
Yes I’ve made it
Loving you has been incredible
I vow to never settle
I owe you the world
No matter what obstacles you have faced
You pulled through and STILL STANDING
I LOVE ME
I learned how
To love again and this time
It’s me
I’ve falling head over hills
For myself

Learning to love yourself all over again