Please, go easy on me. My heart is failing me.
My soul is worn out, and I fall to my knees.
I been broken every time i dared to lend my heart.
But something in me is saying it'll stay in one part.
But having you around me put my mind at ease.
You look me in my eyes ,and time  just freeze.
I can weather any storm, and i will keep you safe.
You have my soul tied to yours, I'm not going anyway.

I still feel you in my veins like a threat.
I still preach your words through my breath.
I blame the drugs for my shame and mistake
But you're the one to blame for my poison intake.

I ask too much of you and you can’t take it anymore
I just know I’ve never loved anyone like this before.
It always ends badly with a mutual obsession
I hope we do it and make it out of this depression

I deleted your pictures, and the stupid poem I wrote.
I erased the drawings and scratched out the stupid love quotes.
I detached and forgot what we could be.
Because I felt it all, and you were playing me.

I live in a world made of lies and delusion.
Where death is fake and pain an illusion.
Where cigarettes and liquor are good for me.
And I’m the happiest person I could ever be.
The drugs that I take are the cure for my heartache.
And I can’t die or get hurt, no matter what I take.
Nothing can hurt me in this fantasy bubble.
The fun never ends and I'm never in trouble

Please go easy on me, my heart is failing me.
If only there was a way for me to help you see.
How your storms break down my spirits and mind.
And your harsh words come and leave me crying inside.
But I can weather any storm you throw my way
And no matter what you do to me, I’ll always stay.

There’s no way of knowing if we are meant to be but I just need you to know I’m yours forever.
I just know I’ve never loved anyone like this before, no one has ever understood me better.
You see me in a way no one has even tried to do in the 19 years I’ve been alive.
You keep me feeling sane and happy, and you just want to see me thrive.
I got out of a toxic relationship and I was expecting to get hurt and to be crying.
But you showed me a reason to keep fighting and a reason to keep trying.
I’m not the same as I was before and that is thanks to all the things you helped me do.
And I can barely wait to stick around and spend our happier ever after with you.