you're a good fantasy
you know how to keep the
darkness away
or at least, how to turn it
into something greater

i think of you
when i can't fall asleep
i feel guilty
though you're so far away
you make dreaming better
it's enough to combat the insomnia
it could better, it could be more
but it's enough
it'll do

it won't work out
i think you need excitement
loud, fast cars
loud life, fast death
i can't excite you, that way
but if you needed a break
i could be here
if you wanted calm
i can be

you look so tall
in your pictures
i think you'd be disappointed
if you saw me
i will never
be your babe
back-of-the-motorcycle
stunner lover
i can only
tremble
i can only
hope

but you're still texting me
somehow, friend
sending me songs
being so sweet

nothing could happen
you don't mean it like that

that's why,
i suppose
i don't have to worry
for thinking like this
i can bury it,
i can suppress it
in that, i am quite skilled

i don't know you well
i don't know you at all
but your flaming hot soul
you called me a river
said my soul could cleanse
the others around me

and yet all i want
is you around me
you at night
you in the day
i want your soul
and your arms and your voice
and your heart all wrapped around me
so that i could feel your flames,
if you'd let me
so that i could cool you down

so that's what i think about
and i hope that it's cool,
i hope that it's fine
to keep you this way
in my heart, in my dreams
my friend, my fantasy

nothing will happen
nothing could be
so we don't need to worry
we still can be free