I am no identity
I am a body for the glow to rest on

Look at me worry
As if there are any consequences
Tomorrow I will fail
& so tonight, I might also, as well

I'd rather evaporate

Oh god oh
**** me **** me **** me
Devour me while I rest
Lest I wake up
I'll never worship furthermore
Where I never worshiped
In the first place

I remember hearing the words
I remember feeling found
When she spoke of isolation
When she spoke of being alone

it is the long weekend
How could those days be fading so soon
Fake tattoos on my arms
I've come to terms with
My lack of soul
And I seek only the mission ahead
Where I am to leave
And never be heard from again
But theres a calc test tomorrow
It's too much to ask
For me to set aside my daydreams
Of settling in the void

I feel closer to my childhood self
When I am sobbing