It started with my mother “Cat, you are a beauty” “You look like your father, with a touch of beauty” “You look like your father, with a hint of me” “You look like your father”
“It’s been a rough week” My freshman english teacher and my freshman debate coach both look only to me as an affirmation, as opposed to a reminder that it hasn’t only started this week
my friends i know don’t want me to stay they can sense i feel the same way in that i am unfit as a person i do not want their help & they do not want to help me that’s how it’s still working