I lived my life with a lie
Saying im ok when I'm not fine
I was never raised with love
I was left, without a single goodbye.


How can you think of your own pain?
And never thought that we'd be suffering
I loved but my love was all in vain
Because after all, you left my heart dying.


You were supposed to be there
Through my trials that were neverending
Now tell me, who could actually bear
Seeking for guidance, knowing there is nothing?


But He came into my life and made me see
There is more to life than pain and misery
He died in the cross for our sins
Now, I am forgiving you for the glory of the King.


You could've been a better father to us
But instead, you left inflicting me your sin
But I am not letting myself lose trust
You may have left, but He came, Blessed be His name!


I will grow up living in His glory
I will grow up creating another story
This time, it will be of a perfect family
Who will never be left out but loved for eternity.

I woke up at the warmth of the sun
But my day started with a storm
I was just another loner for some
With a past that takes no form.

My tears dried up in no time
Yes, but my heart has turned to stone
My words ran out of rhyme
And I was all alone.

Far and wide, I wandered
Filled with so much questions
A lot of times, I faltered
Confused at all directions.

I fell on my knees and cried,
"How could I even survive?"
Then He gave me answers in many ways
And the best of all was His embrace.

If I was blind,
Though I am not
It sure would be a misery
Yes, If I am blind
I would've thought
Of dying by the depths of agony.

Yet some are blind
For wealth is where
Their heart ought to be
And so we are not blind
Not to care
What is there for us to see

Reach as high
As you can climb
You are given the ability to do so
Now open your eyes
Thank God and smile
And never judge like you know.

I was almost trapped,
inside the pain of my past
When you showed me the key
And found me at last.

Hatred was in my heart
Love was never there
I was certainly out of trust
Until you showed me how to care.

You have waited patiently
But I ignored you, instead
I just cannot bear the pain
Of seeing my past repeat itself.

But please do understand
There's always a time for every man
My mind's telling me not to
But my heart's screaming "I love you."

I stared at you
You stared at me
And from those stares
A spark
Why in silence
we connect
Though we are apart?

Why, from a million stars
How can it be
that my heart beats only for one?
Or am I just hoping?
Yes, maybe, I'm dreaming
To grasp a love
That seemed so far.

I feel so envious
That you do not feel
What I feel as I look above
I tell the skies
"Am I in love
or is this just another door left ajar?

And from those eyes of yours
Tell me now
Do you feel the same way I do?
If not so,
Suffer me not
let me go
Or tell me the truth.

When I'm in the valley of sadness,
All I can see is you,
Ripped out the leftovers of my happiness,
Believe it or not, I still miss you.

Locked up in a tower,
Where there is no fairytale to save me,
Nor a miraculous flower,
That cures sickness whatever it may be.

My genuine love for you does not surrender,
My friend, I am not a good pretender,
You may see a healthy-looking me outside,
But it's the agony and pain I cannot hide.

I was never a poet,
Until you passed by,
Never a believer,
Yet now I try.
We had different worlds,
But of the same kind
Now in your spell,
My heart is bind.

I was never certain,
Yet now I'm sure,
Hiding behind a curtain,
Afraid, I trembled.
Casting that spell of love on me again,
As I write our story on the point of my pen.

I was never a woman,
Yet now I am,
Though I knew you would prefer
A graceful swan.
I was never like this,
When you showed me the sun,
My heart felt bliss,
My poem, left, undone.