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Unspoken words Mar 2019
When bad decisions question your
better judgement,
then sneaks around you
when you turn away.
As like whats the worse that
could happen,
or ******* a mid-aged ******.

But how to rebel against myself
without making it obvious
I left the front door cracked
the night before.
Rebel? From July 4th, 2018.
Unspoken words Mar 2019
Anxiety bites it's tongue
with clenched fists and
a broken smile,
hoping they don't notice
the rocks I dropped
into my chest.

Little do they know..
they've been there for
a while.
Silence.. it doesn't end here
Unspoken words Mar 2019
Magick is what I breathe ,
you are all I see,
but in reality, I have to look away
from the things that you say.

You hurt me but I respect you,
I see you as my God,
so treat me like your Goddess,
this coven's forever ours.

This is all for now,
the present never lasts,
so tell me my love,
what do I do now?
we all have questions
Unspoken words Mar 2019
Hidden in darkness seeking too much light
disheartening in imbalance,
it's holding too tight.
Home feels less than home itself
and my god it's beyond haunting.

Silence echoes as the energies release
leaving me restless and stressing,
unable to sleep.

Shadows scream magick,
please come back to me.
Kissed by shadows its all I truly needed.
Where do I start?
Unspoken words Mar 2019
Inhaling deadly chemicals as a death wish,
or maybe it's just a deadly addiction.
Begging for attention or
simply a way out.
Aspiring for life, but lifelessly haunting pathways,
not knowing if we're living rightfully
or just following along with the ones
that said we're saying it wrong.

Waiting for the sunrise after a long night,
not knowing when I'll see light.
Thankfully my mind hasn't been overcome
by lonely thoughts at midnight
giving me some sleep until the morning.
Where the day refreshes and yesterday becomes
another day I slept through.
Just something from the past... one year ago.
Unspoken words Sep 2018
Stop me when it becomes too much.
I didn't mean to hurt you,
only myself.
You didn't deserve this,
but now I deserve the worse.
It all comes down to this..
eventually.
I didn't want to push you away,
but I'm better alone, it's easier not to feel.

But you gave up trying to reach me,
and I gave up trying to find myself to respond.
I guess this is what you wanted,
this is what you'd pleased.

We spend our lives running after everyone we know,
until we get to tired to run anymore.
Everyone seems to know me,
but no one sees me slowly slip out of their lives.

Clear your eyes,
the time has come.
For a realization,
for a better life.
Without me,
the girl running from everyone,
including herself.

I'm sorry I pushed you away.
Better now than later.
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