Flames, Anger, and Hate are my crown.

I am fallen.

I in eternal anger have awaken the beast in side of me.

The violence in these eyes frightens me

We’re all monsters, and this is the age of beasts.

Under this crown I've found my home.
I grabbed the sky and tore it down tonight.
Smile from this jaw is a broken kind of light.
Let silence fall on this lonely kind of life.

Read a poem,
Found myself simply looking at words.
Thought "I can do this better".
looked around and went back to sleep.

I put a scar on the sky,
Watched the day turn to ash,
All the blue simply burned black.
So, darkness I became.

What would you say if i told you i fell in love?

In love with a girl i have yet to meet.

In love and imagining saying Hello.

In love and wondering if she’s wandering.

In love with a girl have yet to even see.

In love and happy as can be.

“In love with an Idea?” Is what you’d say.

“Yes, it’s called ‘hope’”,and I’d smugly walk away.

I close my eyes, but not to sleep.
I close my eyes, but do not see.
Darkness in my words had crept to my eyes.
All the vibrant hues simply fell away.
I lift my head and it felt like sleep.
I felt nothing as I became all.

I met a girl today,
she was kinda sorta amazingly beautiful.
She ran her fingers through my hair.
I was sitting and with a heart that wouldn't stop racing.
She smiled at me and my face flushed red.
She made me laugh and the world fell away.
We spoke for an hour, but i couldn't say
"You are amazing, Let me buy you dinner.
I'd spent the evening tell you how you are a poem,
Let me show you how truly beautiful you are,
How about next Friday night?"


I wish i said that, I want to see her again..

The woman I want to wrap my arms around.
The woman who said I looked sad, and made me laugh.
The woman of my dreams.

Walked up the stairs and hanged my head.
Treated my bed like the gallows
and read a book about death.
Held my breath
and felt a song fill my chest.
Walking with the crowd to feel alone.
Walking ahead so they have someone to follow.
Silent steps, and a quiet regime.
The stars hidden in shadows chased away the day.