Her bare ******* taunted her
calling to her *****
Forbidden
This was not what a mother did
seeking solace in another woman
Especially in the throws of passion
Forbidden
Knowing her motive not caring
Aching for the quenching taste of sweet release
Forbidden
Feeling immortal but knowing the consequence
Hence the halt and cease of the moment
Forbidden
Passion comes in many forms
some matron some male
the fever made her femininity grip and pulse
Forbidden
Aching for pleasure to release her constant pain
\swollen/
****** thought complicating her brain
Forbidden
To taste the moment to be in it
<3

I want
EVERYONE
To Win
Including Myself
Said I

THE END.

Complex thought from a simple mind
Twisted and turned forward back in time

2020 WWIII
Psychologically speaking
Your are here with me

If the In is the out
up be the down
IT
Well we all know that clown

How do we win
even then what's the prize
We are eating our own
and ourselves equally inside

Have we forgotten Your God
The Bible and the Purge

Cranberry Ego
the song in reverse

Are you?
Can you?
Will you?

BUT

When?
With whom?
&
Why?

The last of an error
Beginning of the end
Flipped in reverse
Heaven did send

The good in the bad
or
the bad is in the goods

Little Red
rubbed her head
the taming of the shrew

Ridiculed redundantly
remorse not for you

In the mindless of the mindful
wishing wells
pitch pennies and spells

The collective soul of the Ego stoked brain
Pushes forward
then to refrain

All join in there is plenty to be had
Eat upon the Hatter
That woman is Mad

Allowing them to taste take a peek and gander
they see the woman is not to be meandered

Drunk on her lust high on their hate
Chess is for the wicked to manipulate

The King takes a Queen
Jack takes a bow

I see you said night
lets all take a bow

She woke in the throws of the goose down pillow
leaving behind her weeping mind willow
Stretched to beyond and tugs at her day

The wicked will end
Said no one
today

The hero's of today
to the
Dreamer's of tomorrow
in this moment
Let's all enjoy the Hallow
in his name
Eternal Bliss
many have said
and  yet to come
The world is amazing
in thought forever be young

I solemnly swear
as I wear your blood

I will get educated so we can become
Happily Ever After
The new Director of Self

To follow my light
and not
Abandon it on a shelf

Inertia is needed
in this horror of Halt

I am the Patch Work
of all of my faults

In coming of age I forgot to become

Negativity made me numb

The school of hard knocks
has rung my bell

This is quite Heaven
when I admit I am full of Hell

You Mock our Clothing Label we Design
But Wear Them

Our Ideologies
But Buy Them

You mock our thought Process
But Diagnose

You medicate
we Reciprocate and Equivally
Retaliate

Pink Floyd
Tounge Tied and Twisted

We are the chosen
treated like the  sin

Sometimes what we know
was born within

I stand proud here today
I am not my mental illness
and if i am

Trust me you will pay me for it someday!!

Really?
how can that be
aren't you anything like me
2  + 2
used to equal four

Crowded
always

Solace
is upon Soul Stash

The equinox
will bring a sly fox

winning is overrated
unless you take 1st

and it was not the laugh
that i did last!

WHO BIT THE APPLE
EVE WAS SWORN TO
AN UNPRECEDENTED LIE
  
WHITE LIKE SNOW
ON WITH THE SHOW

PUBLICLLY HIDDED
UNAMUSED BUT SMITTEN

WHO WAS IT SHE
HAD BITTEN

WAS IT SHE
OR THE LACK OF HE

SHHHHHHHH
MAYBE ITS WE

FATHER SON AND HOLY SPIRIT

JESUS BLED ON THE CLOTH
WHOS DNA
IS
IN
U

INFECTED BY THE FIRE
OF SOMEONE ELSE'S TORMENTED SOUL
SHE FIGHTS FOR FREEDOM
WHILE TRYING TO MAINTAIN INNER BREATH
HANGING ON TO HER DREAMS
WHILE CLINGING TO SUDDEN IMMINENT DEATH
THE REAPER HE KNOWS HER
WAITS AT HER KEEP
HOPING FOR HER TO DISSAPEAR IN THE SLEEP
WIDE AWAKE AND TOLERANT
THE DEVIL ENJOYS THIER PLAY
A GAMBLER HE IS EVERY NIGHT AND DAY
THROWING SHADE UPON THEM BOTH
HOPING TO HAVE HIS WAY
THIS ONE IS STRONG, WICKED ,WILD AND CRAZY
HE DID SAY
THIS ***** IS A TOUGH ONE
NOW I KNOW WHY THEY CALL HER SCRAT
I MIGHT JUST BE THE NUT AND HEART SHE DID CRACK
HOW CAN ONE SOUL LOVE SO MANY
NOT WANTING ANYTHING BACK

~~~~~~SHE TALKS TO ANGELS~~~~~~

I got engaged while married
Her world fell to the floor

Turmoil and the tenor
Her hand adorned the door

He patiently hoped
Shed run for her life

Instead she stood still
This one would be evermore

Smoking her air and drinking her inspire
She was filled with the holiest of fire

Couple times tempted
one for the core

This time she would slow down
and clean up her floor

As the house became clean
oh how he shown

It was when they both fled
it would be
Happily
Evermore <3

NOT
ENOUGH
TO
HANG
MYSELF
WITH
.
.
.
.
.
JUST
ENOUGH
LEFT
FOR
IT
TO
LEAVE
A
BURN
.
.
.
.
.
.
BEFORE
THE
                                                  F
                                                            A
                                                                    L
                                                                            L

4
hindsight
vision

SHE
NEVER
KNEW

flat____________

His Spirit showed me

His tear I was curious too

2mins to late

D Chord

His lips could not speak

The Spirit never weak

Ships in the Ocean
of lies
and devotion

Even death kept him warm
as I held him hand

It is not your passing that i felt
it was your crying
I
under STOOD

Lefty flip
from the hip

I will try to keep
sometimes I will weep

Jimmy yeah I know
some will never go

Like the Castles made of Sand
I held deaths hand

which ones to post and which ones to share
or
just sit still and be in it
there is no time to spare

hurry it will pass
but
there will be more

capture it on camera video
or
just relax and explore

moments are always
and
time is of the essence

i choose my friends to live in the presence
of everything

i wont shake my past
i understand the present
i emulate the future

life is effervescent

they say it is the scent of all not just a woman
it is the aroma of the moment

so be in it

not always is it pleasant
some will riddle you with fear

my dearest friends of this life
this is exactly why we are here

to not judge each other blindly
or live with contempt

moments are fleeting
always remember to repent

i live in this moment of verse for you
raise my glass and toast

before the hearse will eventually come to

my eye is my captain
my tounge is the sword

my fingers work thru verse
my heart at the door

i wish  you this moment of peace thru words
you are what you eat
so i will give you this treat

i love you all to the moon and back
even my haters that strike and attack

this too shall pass and moment will end
go live this day be your own hack

<3 Michelle ~~~

E
volve
<3

As you clamor for the top
I dig a little deeper

You grappel at the garbage dump
I embrace my inner reaper

Rising up your back on your feet
Internalized thought and so I retreat

An Oscar you say
The grouch ...who me .. okay

Your shaking your head in disbelief
She gave up her turn
Trash is bittersweet

Grouchy and green you think I am jealous
I am that angry bestie
To hell with being over zealous

You say are you not afraid of hell
My answer.. that my dear is the wishing well

Your pennies you pitched
I retrieved from the ditch

Copper is the basis
on cellular DNA sis

You say to me so its you that is the conductor

I retrieve to my plan
in my aluminum can

I am but a grump
who just loves her dump

Me and the Grinch
have like this thing

<3

My temper is almost past the point of boiling
I think that is called syrup

I am too sweet to a fault not my own

I was left on the stove
cooking away

Totally disregarded on
anything i have to say

Sold now at a higher price
Awww she's soooo nice

You silly fools
as you consume my fuel

I will rot your teeth
and add to your waist

As you guzzle and consume
Think my temper will be erased

I am now inside of you
try to keep My pace

Oh my your feeling flush
you should not have consumed so much

Sweet on the palate
full in your belly
No matter now where and who
I am not simple jelly

Anyways Ill simmer
I will be your after dinner

Before  and in the middle
of the day

You've tasted my madness
So who now is the winner

You cannot serve two masters
but
You can serve yourself

cuts like a knife
directly down my throat

affecting my head
staging my soul

I feel the taste of blood in my mouth
like I just ran a marathon

is this the wrong thing in the right place
or vice versa

sending the super ego
back to where it came

falling up
or falling down

purgatory is where we are found
\

The jester she spoke
while having a smoke

All the while praying
Inevitably delaying

His  curious thot
she was

Could this be what was
fighting for iron

My lord she could be the lead
the thought I need

never was she to come
to make all undone

I am the beast
said the prince of peace

Put her back
in my rib

I can no longer watch this feast

Her fear is not
that of a thot

She seeks nothing but love

I                               was i wrong
never smelled
death

Not at the site
it felt
staged and rigged

My brain
was un tight            or was i right

is
2
lose