There is always time
For quiet self-reflection
When confronted by chaos :heart:
Don't you dare be afraid
For fear is the mind-killer
The inner eye sees path

Plant it with your finger,
or a digital footprint,
new life will spring forth

Arrived finally,
pretty sure this is my home,
among planted seeds

Thank you for being here,
I was searching forever,
for my kind to exist ♡

Divine design, you will become what you're meant to become.

You will be tempted, baited, irritated and infatuated.

Nuture self, stay with your gut, be present, mindful and fill each good moment with power.

Show up for yourself.
Fully realize the chance you have to be happy, better, stronger.

You have choices you make along the way... how do you allow yourself, surrender to yourself and the moment?

Why do we keep staying with our brain imagining old stories, and designing new futures that never become when we can stay with self, hands and mind.... where we can do things.

Be here meow.  

Good people deserve to take up good space.
Be passionate. Stay yourself. You are brilliant, my star. <3

I am solid,  I am smart, I am safe...
I am seeking solace in words and whispers to protect me from the mind's night.

Be light - both as a feather and also able to illuminate the sky with brightness and happiness.

Now is the time. I will be alright.

Still haven't punched anyone in the face!! 🙂

Whoa-den skoden, manifested reality - bolden.
More time with the fore-time, when's the next moontime?

The future is debt on the choices we make now.
When you meet yourself then, better make yourself proud.

I am learning patience through irritations,

to love in the face of fear and hate,

how to breathe and speak

when choked up with emotion,

how to survive and be well

when I feel like I am dying

and doubled over in pain,

and how to face reality

when everything feels so surreal.

Once you struggle through the toughest moments,

the average seems simple.

I am still here.

...I called in help for re-locating my shoulders....
my body has been on the edge of fasting a lot.

Popping myofacial and muscle knots...
bruising appears,
skin dries and becomes scaly...

got help legit holding it in place while I snake writhed it closer to intended positioning.

Bawled cause the pain is so searing and real.

"What was that?"
"I let it go."

Sometimes we feel most comfortable slouched over into a little protected ball...
our body's give and curl and build up the strength where we couldn't.

For years I was propped up, tensed to ****...
and my body tried to come to my rescue while I shifted and forgot about the beautiful clustering of bits.

A circus of cells with no ringmaster.

Little monkeys running around with no direction.

I have been in a good deal of pain.

I had to get over the woe to find the woah...

lots of meditation,
isometric strength,
weights,
positioning,
breathing...
and what feels like still a long journey ahead of me.

I've heard that this has great processing potential.

I am excited to see the other side of this machine.

I love all my friends who have been checking in,
keeping me focused,
helping me go forward and loving me.

It's like I have magical,
psychic creatures around me
helping me elevate self and game.

Feel the pain,
say hi to it,
thank it for its service and be there with it...
all it wanted was to be seen, see it, feel it, love it,
be grateful for what that is showing me and let it ******* go.

I let it go. I am going to let it go again.

And again.
And a ******* gain.

Thank you for your existence. ♡