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Mippi Dec 2020
I think what hurts the most is
When the earth shattered you stood tall
When my world broke apart all you did was stare
When everything seemed too much to bare
I was the only one there
I wanted you to see me
Not only just feel me
I wanted you to know
The pain, the hurt, the sorrow
You said it would be you
Time and Time again
You said you would stand tall
Amidst the shadow of other men
The ones that hurt me
The ones that shook me
The scars were there and you claimed you didn't care
You'd patch me up and hold me as I'd weep
But when my world came crashing down
And you stood up top
High and mighty
Leaving me to feel as if everything was lost
My heart wants to beat so badly
It wants to feel the sun
My love runs so deeply
And it's changing who I have become
I'm still so broken
So bruised and so scarred
I know I am not the perfect one
But I just felt so lost and alone
I wanted to feel as if you couldn't make it alone
But now we are here and this life is a mess
I cry every night and I hope for the best
But my plans are never met
As another day darkens my way
I hope the light will find me here
I want to rest my head
For my dreams to stay at Bay
I want to smile and feel like you cannot see through me
But there's pain and there's aching
With every step I try to take
It feels like bones breaking
I know you're not a betting man
But I'm sure you'd bet that I will lose
Mippi Dec 2020
When I dream of the horizon
I see the waves crashing through
The way the colors meld
Sinks right into view
The blues are so vibrant
As lush green fills the skyline
The sun shines so brightly
As it goes to sleep once more
I see it so vivid
As birds dance around the shore
And the waves retreat slowly
As the sand is renewed
It's then I see it, this whole life anew
As I realize what surrounds me, I see it is you.
There's life in your eyes
There's love in your smile
At night in my dreams I see that same view
The greens, the sun and the blues.
I see it every time I look at you
It's the way your eyes look as they dive into me.
The way, it's as if, I'm all they can see.
Mippi Dec 2020
This darkness in my head
Do you think it will ever end?
Will the pulling and pushing cease to exist
Or is this just the state I'm in?
The cliff seems so inviting
When you're hanging from a thread

Walking through life
Everything feels like a mirror
Gaze right back into me
Peer into my soul
I hope you can't see it
This darkness can't hide
But I can try to mask its face

Do you ever get the feeling that your heart can't stop breaking?
It's happened before and always feels worse
Like a flower before the rain
You can always sense the pain
But it hits before you can find a safe place
I can't seem to keep up

I can't catch you
All I want is to find you
and put an end to you
To drown your doubts and sorrows
and feel whole again
But you grip my wrist and pull me down
I can't seem to catch myself
as I fall deeper down
Can anyone hear me?
Mippi Dec 2020
Love pours out my mouth every time I speak to you
The light in your eyes shines as bright as it ever could
The days are so long
But by night, I hope they never end
The world seems so dark right now, my dear
But I promise to be the light for your life
Oh, if you'll let me.
Maybe I can kiss you
Long after I'm your wife
I want to love every part of you
Until the day that we both will die
This existence wasn't meant without you
Oh, that I am sure of.
So let me be your light
And we can love each other forever.
This life feels so right
When you're by my side
Mippi Dec 2020
I know you can see my eyes light up
And the way my crooked smile cracks so easily
I know you can see through me
Into the depths where no one is allowed to be
I know you can hear me
My laugh, my cry, the worry

But do you know how my heart feels?
Can you feel the way it seems to falter?
If I could hold it in my hands
You'd see all of the scars
If you could see the fights I've fought
Could you hold onto it too?
Or would it scar you the same?

When I am here all alone
It's all in my head
I know you feel the way I do
Why can't these walls just break down
Will the fear of everything just leave us alone?
Or will it pry and eat until our very last breath
Because where is the beauty in that?

The life I can dream of
It is all the beauty and none of the pain
It's always too good to be true
But I promise I won't lose site
I've seen dreams come to life
and my scars can prove it
even if they hide like monsters in the night
resilience is all about pride
Mippi Dec 2020
In the darkest of days, I found you.
Through that tunnel
When the light felt as though it had run out
There you were
With eyes so blue
I've always seen you, too.
Through the darkest of days, I'm alive.
I've felt the way your love courses through
I love you more than words can prove
It's as if forever could never be enough
But I choose to stand by you
Mippi Dec 2020
This game we play is no holds barred
It comes and it goes and leaves so many scars
I feel alone in this world, yet surrounded by love
The love from these angels I've created within
Within my heart, my mind, my body, you've grown
I try to give the world but feel like the it's something I don't own.
The steps into me are so broken
I feel as though I walk all of these steps alone
Wishing I wasn't there at all.
The pain through my eyes resonates so deeply
I fake so many smiles and try to find myself weakly
Some day the light will shine through and all of the old will be new
I can't let these demons inside take over me
It's a fight I've been fighting for too many years
I wish it was something for me to understand
But I hope that the beauty comes before the end
Please little angels, just take my hand
We will live and learn until the sky burns us down
Mippi Dec 2020
I just wanted to find the beautiful
I looked through every crack
I peered through every hole
Every flower that may have bloomed
Now stood only ash
I wanted to see the beauty
Mountains covered with grass
To look out and see the ocean
Like window panes of glass
The broken bits inside of me
They puncture through and through
There is no wound that's left behind
At least not that you can see
I wanted to watch the sunset
To feel it on my face
But all I feel is icy cold
From every broken night
I wanted to sing so loudly
The words that mean the world to me
I wanted to feel anything
But this pain, it still resides
This beauty isn't all around
And it breaks my heart so quietly
As long as you never see
The depth of darkness inside of me
I just wanted to find the beautiful
But it was always taken right in front of me
Like a thief, every single night
I just wanted to find the beautiful
But not this endless fight
Mippi Dec 2020
On the darkest of days like today,
I tremble and weep as the weight of the world crushes me.
I can't do it, I won't do it
Just take me
But I lie as I plead for the darkness to take over me
For these beautiful souls surround me
They remind me to breathe
When all is lost, I can't catch my breath
Please just have me
I'm broke, I'm bruised
All I can see is you
Save me, save me from the misery of myself
My heart is cracked and frail
I can't lose this fight
Please just love me
Mippi Dec 2020
The fire is rushing in
As every wall begins to crumble
That beating sound
It feels like the earth is falling down

But with that fire in your eyes
I can see when it ignites
Your heart races right beside mine
So hold my hand and promise
You nor I will never let go

The ocean glistens like diamonds
But all I can see are your eyes
The way they search into me
Like when you can picture the mountain
And there’s a sun break like a reef

But with that look in your eyes
I can see through the depths
The waters and the mountains
The treacherous hills we climbed
Please fall right back into me

Just lay with me my dear
In our bed covered in flowers
Where we share our deepest fears
And plainly love each other
Where the night turns day
Way too quick
I’ll forever wake to your morning kiss

You have saved me, my dear.
I hope I save you, my love.
Mippi Dec 2020
I'll stand in the autumn sun
Just to feel your hands in mine
I'll stand under the trees
Just to be near you
I'll recite every word
Memorized with love
I'd stare into your eyes
I know I'll see forever
We will kiss
And walk away as more than lovers
Into the breeze of the night
To begin this new life
Every day I'll treat you right
Every second, I would fight
Because this love last forever
All I want is to say I do.
Mippi Dec 2020
I don't want these words to ever go out of style
The way you move
The way you talk
The way you speak
I love you
I'll say them a million times over
I promise they never mean less
The tears can be streaming
And my heart slowly fixing
The way your eyes look
The way you see me
It's everything and more
Mippi Dec 2020
Dancing through the meadow
My fingers touching flowers
The wind in my hair
Oh, the sun was so bright

But the knife that I felt
When you took my innocence
Made the skies turn to grey
How could I remember the old days
Those flowers they kept dying
How does that make you feel?

Wandering through the meadow
The remains are dark and dusted
The cold chill in the air
The light had turned to darkness

But the knife the I felt
When I rose above you
The pain dulled
Just like the blade
I’ll never forget the old days
How does that make you feel?

You can’t touch me from this height
Your shaking legs will be your plight
The one you claim to be
May never come to light
But the demon I see
Can never hide from me
Mippi Dec 2020
In the dark of the night, I can feel your every move
The way your hands touch every part of my body
Breathing in your scent, sighing with every touch
I'm afraid to say the words out loud
Because they've always been thrown back
But I love the way you laugh
And the way you wear your crown
You're like a king in this game
And I'd throw myself to your feet
For just a glimpse of a life
Life with you and me
Mippi Dec 2020
Laying next to you
I hope this lasts forever
Listening to your heart beat
I know I could love you forever
Tracing your skin
Kissing every inch of you
I want to grow old together
Remembering you perfectly
As we lay so closely
Intertwined together
Hearts racing
Bodies shaking
I want to make you feel this forever
Quiet sighs
Loving each other through the night
Your lips meld into mine
Each kiss is like the sweetest dream
The clock is ticking
But I can't even listen
The sounds we make together
They are the only ones that matter
Dream this dream with me forever
And I'll dance around the room with you
Smiling while we kiss
Laughing as we touch
The only thing that matters
You, loving me
Doing it through honesty
Oh I hope to make you see
I plan to love you forever
Mippi Dec 2020
There was a time when I cried myself to sleep
Days that seemed like they would be my last
Promises made that we could never keep

There was a time when I thought that love must not be for me
That pain and aching was all I could ever be
A life I felt I could never see

With the struggle of life
And three kids of my own
It seemed like all I could be was alone

The shell of my world was so thick and so scarred
The walls I had built were even taller than before
I hoped nothing would reach me
But boy, was I wrong

Your eyes light up the darkest space
Your love fills the empty place
This thing called my heart
Was pumping anew
Since the day that I met you

Although this world isn’t fair
And we have seen this firsthand
I promise to always be there
I love you more than I can bare

This love I have for you is proof
That even on our darkest nights
The light will shine through

We’ve added more love
To this family of ours
Our home is a dream
I don’t think either of us thought we’d ever see

You always stand up so tall
And take care of my heart
You cannot stand to see me fall

But when we are both so in tune
With the love that we share
This can cause us pain
We wish we didn’t bare

I will stand tall with you
And fight for your love
I’ll fight for your happy
Until I am through

When we say the words, I Do
I know they will mean as much to you
As they do to me
In this cold dark world
I promise to always keep the light on for you
Mippi Dec 2020
If you marry me
What do you think you'd say
Would you wear your Sundays best
And give your soul to me

Do you think you could hold me in your arms
And take care of me for life

If you marry me
Can you be the shelter
The shelter for every hurricane
For every night where things just don't work
For every time I can't think right

Would you marry me
To see me grow in front of you
To watch me fail
And pick my heart up off the pavement
Could you love me in my darkest days

When you marry me
Will you take me in your arms
Will you dance all night long

When you marry me
Can you see our future in my eyes
And kiss me every night

I'll marry you under the stars
Or in a thundering storm

I'll marry you
For better or for worse

Will you marry me
Even if skies are grey
Even if sometimes things seem to fade
But even through the dim light
The sun always seems to find its way

But will you marry me?
Mippi Dec 2020
You have no clue
Well maybe you do
Since I know my heart beats just like you
You would know the way my stomach feels
With butterflies and breath being taken from me
You'd know the way our lips meet
And the way we kiss so softly
The love I feel
It's just like yours
The pain
The suffering too
Because I see straight into those blue eyes
As if we were the same
Your skin on mine has always been such a dream
I know this ring upon my finger
May just be a material thing
But the love it exudes means the world
No one can take away the way I feel
The way I need you next to me
I'll love you until the day I die
And always long for you by my side
Mippi Dec 2020
Watching you
Music pours from your soul
The melody of your voice
You sound so sweet and pure
My heart beats steady
But my mind races fast
I'm loving every second
Knowing this will last
The mountains that we climb
And the rocky roads we tread
You lift me up so easily
The sky is the only limit that I see
Oh my dear
Would you hold your head above this water
Until we can both see so clear
The sun is shining
And I know the end is near
But our beginning is so bright
With you
There's nothing that I fear
Mippi Dec 2020
I wish your farts didn't smell exactly like poo
But I'll always love you
Even if your farts are rancid
I'll never take you for granted
You're the best thing that ever happened to me
Even if you do smell like poopee
Mippi Dec 2020
I don't think you realize
what I see when I look into your eyes
I see our future and our past
All of it swirling like the oceans tides
With every breath we take
I know what forever looks like
I don't think you realize
The way that your hand fits mine
It's like the first rush of sunlight
After a long dark night
It feels so well crafted
Like they are meant to be intertwined
I don't think you realize
The way the music resonates
When you choose the sweetest melodies
And sing so loudly next to me
I don't think you realize
The way my body was made for you
With every touch and every kiss
The butterflies never seem to dissipate
Finally we both realize
The way our lives were meant to be
Next to each other, day by day
Our bodies intertwined
For a life like we had never known
Mippi Dec 2020
This vow I write to you
The words I'd sing for you
The love I feel for you

If you'll stay with me
Give me all of your days
I'll hold your heart so close
You'll never feel alone

I'll touch your face
And kiss your body
To let you know
I'd be yours for life

Though all this bad
Is knocking us down
I can be there to catch you
And I know you'll do the same

The sun will rise
And we will feel it
The warmth on our face
The bad days will go
It will be you and me
After the dust from the storm

I'll love you forever
With each deep breath
Breathe for me now
And I'll show you nothing less
Mippi Dec 2020
If there was a day
Where days go past
I'll love you even then
I promise it will last
Through the difficult
And the easy
I cant not love you
You are my life and my love
I hope you understand
I'd do anything to be by your side
Even if we are apart
Please trust me when I say
I want you every second
Each moment of every day
By my side
The way your blue eyes see me
I know they dive so deep
Peer into my soul
So you can see
The depth of how I feel
The sound of your voice
Resonates so deep in me
The way you look at me
Mippi Dec 2020
When you feel like your heart is breaking
And you cannot bare
I'll be there
When your eyes light up as we meet
And your mouth breaks into a loving smile
I'll see you
As we cry together
Through happiness and sad
I'll hold you
Trust me with your heart, dear
I'll never let you go
You make this life worth living
Every second
Every tear
I'll spend this life beside you
Through the good and the bad
I'll always love you
Mippi Dec 2020
I've always wanted to love you
Like you've never known
I want to kiss your lips
And turn my heart from stone
The eyes we make
The love we take
Everything feels meant to be
You're so beautiful my dear
With ever sigh and every loving stare
I want you with me forever
If you say yes to me
I'll love you like no other
I promise you that my love
To kiss your lips each morning
And feel your breath as we retire
I would be yours forever
I just need you to know
I want to love you like no one has ever shown
Mippi Dec 2020
This shell that holds these thoughts inside can feel like such a prison
Every word that passes through can hurt with such precision
Jumbled screams within my mind cut tears through my weary eyes
If I could just come up for air, breathe the light and let it out

These thoughts they come and go like the seasons
Sometimes words weigh so heavy on the mind
So just stay right here, let the sunshine through

My beating heart should be enough
But sometimes it cannot be heard
Over the cries and screams
Inside my head
Please soothe me with your touch

I’d cry out for you in the deepest sleep
And you’ll always be by my side
To help unravel these seemingly worthless feelings
And bring me back to earth
Mippi Dec 2020
Kiss me
Touch me
Love me
Am I enough?
Hold me
Feel my heart
Can you hear it beat?
This heart
It beats for you
Break down these walls
See into me
Touch my soul
But let me roam
I’ll always be yours
Forget me not
You’re not alone
Mippi Dec 2020
I hope you know
The impact you have on me
The way you turn those dark days
Into sunshine
The little things
The big things
All of it means so much to me
I hope the smile that I have
Can show you this my dear
The way you make
Every day worth it
The way you take
My heart and mend it
I see true love
For the first time in life
The way it feels
Each and every night
The days are so blissful
I love you, my dear
Please know I want you for life
I promise to treat you right
The ring on my finger
And the vow I'll speak
I'll stand here forever
Especially when you're weak
Hold on to me my love
I promise you to never leave
Please stay right here forever
You're such a dream to me
I love you.
Mippi Dec 2020
I know you can see my eyes light up
And the way my crooked smile cracks so easily
I know you can see through me
Into the depths where no one is allowed to be
I know you can hear me
My laugh, my cry, the worry
But do you know how my heart feels?
Can you feel the way it seems to falter?
If I could hold it in my hands
You'd see all of the scars
If you could see the fights I've fought
Could you hold onto it too?
Or would it scar you the same?
When I am here all alone
It's all in my head
I know you feel the way I do
Why can't these walls just break down?
Will the fear of everything just leave us alone?
Or will it pry and eat until our very last breath
Because where is the beauty in that?
The life I can dream of
It is all the beauty and none of the pain
It's always too good to be true
But I promise I won't lose sight
I've seen dreams come to life
and my scars can prove it
even if they hide like monsters in the night
resilience is all about pride
Mippi Dec 2020
I wish you could see the way your eyes look at me
I wish you could see the chemistry
The way your face moves
And your lips part
The way I can feel the love
Before you even start
Saying those words
I love you
Like you'd say them until your last breath
Saying
I love you
Like you'd say them with a gun to your head
I'll love you forever
If you'll just let me try
The darkness inside us can only pry
It can rip through our beings
And cause sleepless nights
And terrors within
But know this, my dear
I'll never let it win
I'll kiss your wounds
Every night and each day
I'll heave with pride
Each time I speak your name
I won't let you down
And those demons can try
I'll be the light that guides you
I'll bring you back home to me each night
Mippi Dec 2020
It was as if I stood upon the same burning embers every day of the week.
The flicker of them dying was the only peace to me.
The pain that was inflicted hardly made me flinch.
It was as if I'd die here, but it didn't make any sense.
These embers, they glow in the wind, they change shape and burn into your skin.

When the rain started falling, at first I didn't even feel it.
The downpour that came next got me out of my head.
The pain I was feeling, died with every scared breath.
Just when I thought I would burn like the rest
You came and saved me, like a bird coming back to its nest

Because now I can see the fire
In such a different way
The light hits me differently
and I can tell you feel the same

When you feel like you can't breathe,
please remember how you were there for me
The way my hand felt on yours
and our first kiss, nervous in your car.

Now we see, there is smoke before fire
Because at the end of the day when the seas calm
I'll be there, your fire, until the day is through.
We can laugh until our faces turn blue
I'd waste every day with you
Mippi Dec 2020
Through the coldest of winter's
And the breeze of the fall
Into the blistering summer
I want you there for it all
Your skin on my own
Allows me to breathe
If only for a second
You're all I can see
The feeling deep in my bones
Though all this love that we have grown
For it hasn't been easy
With hearts made of stone
But there are cracks
And the light shines through
We will get through it all together
Even if it's just me and you
We will fall
And we will stumble
But through it all
I trust we can be
Lovers together
In this deep dark sea
Where monsters may lurk
And the shadows so dark
I'll hold on so tight
And hope we never part

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