Sometimes I question my faith in God....
I question if I even believe, if God loved me why does he allow evil enter my life. To let bad, cruel things to happen to me.
I feel as though sometimes I am ever so angry with Him.
But if I truly don't believe and am considered an atheist,
How can I hate and be angry with someone who doesn't exist.....

I have so many words to say but hold back.
For the fear of embarrassment is too strong.
I just wish you knew how i felt, i'm tired of always being the one to start the conversation.
I just wish talking to you  was as easy as it was in my dreams....
Another night, another dream wasted on you.

I can't think cause my heart is broken
Tell me what it takes to move on...

She's got broken things where her heart should be,
You think its the end of the world, your insides have come crashing down.
With a little bit of help, you can rebuild and start new.
Till heaven calls, keep holding on.

i know i'm good for something
i just haven't found it yet....

You say the problem's in your heart, but the problem is who you are.
Love is just an empty word you say.
It never has a meaning, it is a worthless word.
But seems to always put a smile on your lover, little does he know you've said it thousands of times before.
For I pray, that one day he will come to his senses. To not waste his time on this love.
So don't fall in love, there's just too much to lose.