Why is it so hard to resist?
Why is it so easy to risk?
Feeling the pleasure makes me crave
While I know I will regret everything on the grave.

The moment I'm feeling high
Everything on my mind tells me lies
I don't know when to snap out
The only thing I know is to shut my mouth.

On the state of forgetting right and wrong
I tell myself "so be it, life is long"
I manipulated my own sight
I closed my windows, asking now where’s the light.

Oh look what you've done
You choose things that'll put you down
The light is slowly blurring in my eyes
The paradise I see goes far and far till it dies

My heart cries, asking "Where are You?"
I'm feeling wreck less, I don't know what to do.
All I thought is You let my hands slip away from Yours
Cause everything around me gives me lot of terrors

What'll I do, now that I have nothing even You
I know that darkness starts trespassing the light given by You
Will I take its helping hand and believe the unknown?
Or will I take up the fallen mountain by my own?

I'm in the deeper part of my mind
One decision can alter my life
Still I chose not to choose at all
Cause I am scared to fall