I do not want to die.
I don’t want this in between life
Where you live because because you are alive and nothing else
Where you woke up smile when someone is looking
No more of this life in between darkness and death, where fear is my only true friend
I just wanna live a real life asap
I think my goals have to start small
Can I dive into a world i was do afraid of?
Am I still afraid? I can’t answer that now
But I want to live.

I dreamt my teeth fell from my mouth as I talked.
I dreamt I I bled out from cuts that appeared in my skin like stars.
I dreamt my body gave up on me as I walked.
I dreamt my best friends told me was I was truly afraid of.
I dreamt the people I called family left me
behind, and with a knife in my back.
You see, half my dreams come true.
I rather see my body give up on me as I walk.

I might be afraid
I may be scare tonight
But you got my hands
That **** smile

Sayin’ “trust me” again
You got me a **** fool
But I’m not afraid

At least not with you
And not tonight

I don’t walk around like the world hates me.
I walk around like the world forgot me.
Like everyone who knew my name woke up and left me behind.
I don’t think I’m better then you.
I know I’m the worst person here.
And no one deserves me in their life.

One day I will throw myself to the flames
And burn all evidence of myself from this town
A fine end to my life here, I believe
Here you all spit billets and hate those unlike you
I lack this skill and am therefore hated
Those who cared for me built this bonfire
Those I loved keep pushing me to the flame
But I don’t burn easily
So I’ll burn the part of myself you love
The part some hated, funny how it’s all the same
Maybe I’ll raise from this, like a myth
More likely you will never know
My final revenge is to escape
From the town that raised me
And those who threw me to the fire

Save that good bye and apologize
Theres no time, life is getting in the way
I’m headed west with no plan or quest
You goin east with that degree
But baby we got a week or least tonight
No time for good bye tonight
I know you gotta go but just kiss me tonight

This pain is of my own making
My mistakes and my mind
The smoke and bottles dampen
The words I speak
But not my memories
Of you and me