This pain is of my own making
My mistakes and my mind
The smoke and bottles dampen
The words I speak
But not my memories
Of you and me

Baby I can’t fight for too

My soul is heavy with the Battle
I’ve been fightin for too long
My smile is wearing thin
And now here we stand

I can hear your voice in my dream
But it not me you want
I’m Fighting for someone
who will never fight for me

I’ve been fighting for that smile
But it’s too late now

Now I have no job
No plan
No one
No degree
The only I think I’m good at is this
And this writing thing
Is a long shot
So what now

The pain is of my own making
My mistakes and my mind
The smoke and bottles dampen
The words I speak
But not my memories
Of you and me

I want to be have a fire in my eyes
To be know has the girl with brilliant blue eyes
But my fire is just a spark
And my eyes only speak of sadness and the lack of sleep

The wind playing with the leaves in the clear moonlight
All the souls at rest, dreaming of better days
No one here to lie and play with me

The night calls to me like my oldest friend
A silent understanding that my words
Stay hidden in the moonlight

The page tried to escape
Wiggling to the next
Asking me to read more
To see what this tiny book has in store
“Go on” it said “just a little farther”
I let the page turn
So we are one page closer
Closer to what?
I’m not sure yet
Only my books knows