Newbie: Poems

221 · Sep 2018

Nightmare

Newbie Sep 2018

I see shadowy images
Of which I cannot count
Passing day in and out
Leaving no trails behind.

They keep staring at me
Like I had many sins
But I cannot blame them
For they see me within.

I want to hide
But they always find me
I want to sleep
Yet they haunt me even there.

Insomaniac and Paranoid

#sendhelp #dormition

184 · Jul 2018

Forgive Me

Newbie Jul 2018

Forgive Me

Forgive me
For I never stop
Loving you

That I always
Think of you
Whenever I'm awake or asleep

Sorry if I
Force myself
To be with you

I know that
It cannot be
For you don't feel the same

Although it hurts
I will still love you
For my heart tells me to.

Love's Martyr

181 · Jul 2018

Stop

Newbie Jul 2018

Stop

I want to stop
Looking at your face
For when I see it
It melts my heart.

I want to withdrew
All my care for you
But every time I do such
My heart keeps you much.

I fear to confess
What I feel
Because it may be requitted
Or be rejected.

I can never be a lover.

181 · Sep 2018

Just Go

Newbie Sep 2018

Just Go

I know your heart isn’t mine
Even time won’t fix this
Baby please say nothing
Though you try to hide it
The person reflected in your two eyes was always him
It wasn’t me
I’ll send you off to his side without a word.

Just a translation from a Korean song.

#ikon #justgo #pleasesaynothing

170 · Jul 2018

Sleep

Newbie Jul 2018

Sleep

I always fell asleep
Every time I overdid something
But when I think of you too deep
It refreshes my whole being

At night
I always saw your face
It was like a light
Filling up the whole place

If in sleeping I see you
I want to do it forever
For I want to be with you
Forever and ever.

Sleeping in Love

166 · Jul 2018

Her Being

Newbie Jul 2018

Her Being

Your eyes reminds me
The light I want to see
It rejuvenates my hope
Even at slightest scope.

Your smile tells me
How happy life can be
Whatever may happen
It will not be barren.

Though I said many things about you
I cannot clearly state it all
For I watch afar from you
When you don't see me at all.

I'm a slowpoke in love

164 · Sep 2020

Unmoved

Newbie Sep 2020

Unmoved

As the days goes by,
I always try
To walk away from
The unpleasant things that come.

Even a single step,
Even I am always in prep,
My mind is still unmoved
And my heart doesn't grooved.

#still

148 · Jul 2018

Dumbass Poem

Newbie Jul 2018

******* Poem

I can never compose a poem
For my vocabulary is low
I still find difficulty
Because of my frailty

Just like my love for someone
I can never talk with that "one"
For fear cripples me
Rejection I foresee

If I compose
There is something I can propose
Not to judge quickly
For poems are expressed freely.

Stupidity of My being

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