Liana

Liana Nov 2024

Writing

Pen
To paper
Words flooding out
Ones I could never be able
To say outloud

11/22/24
I wrote a lot that day

Liana Nov 2024

Don't cry
Just breathe
In----out
Relax
Everything's okay
So what if you don't sleep?
You'll be okay
You've done it before
Just don't cry
Don't run
And only scream silently
Because no one has to know

My thoughts while not being able to sleep the night of 11/22/24
(I was in a cabin with other people for camp)

Liana Nov 2024

Let Me Write

They don't understand
The reason I'm not crying
Not sobbing
And not yelling
Is because I am writing
"Liana, go to sleep!"
They tell me harshly
But it's what keeps me sane
Let me write
It doesn't hurt anyone
It's the only thing
That can calm me down

At camp at night, they wanted me to my just go to sleep. If I stopped writing, I would either have to run away or cry. Eventually, they gave up.

11/22/24

Liana Nov 2024

This Kid

There's this kid I know
Associated with making trouble
But quite wrongly so
Because before he even moves
They tell him to stop
As if they know squat

Makes me so mad!!
11/22/24

Liana Nov 2024

No Idea

You truly have no idea
No one does
About what it's like
For anyone
For I thought
That these people live perfect lives
But some have attempted suicide
Some harassed at school for things out of their control
And some using scissors for things your not supposed to
All while I was so sure
That they were loved and kept safe
The way things should work in world
And I know for me
That it probably looks the same way
But they have no idea
Do they?

At camp late at night, the storytelling started
Not what I expected at all
11/22/24

Liana Nov 2024

First Snow

There's something about
Winter's first Snow
More than any other time
The white glows

We forget about how beautiful everything is with its new shiny coat
I must admit
It's bittersweet though
Because you have to let go
Of the leaves full of color
And the cozy feeling of fall

I believe its worth it
For the first snow
Despite the end of it all

11/22/24

Nov 2024

Nobody

Empty words

Empty words
Never mean anything
"I love you"
Means nothing when they don't show it

Empty words
Are useless words
Because actions
Speak louder than words

Empty words
Are worthless words
Because heavy words
Will always be more meaningful
Than weightless ones.

Trust me on this