Fog - Hello Poetry

Fog Oct 2018

That it’s a beautiful blessing that we forge
tDo you think I am safe now?
Sweetheart, you have to remember.
You have to! You have to!
You cannot just sweep it under the rug,
You cannot just sleep through it, and hope to wake up like it’s just a nightmare.
Sure you can pretend like it was,
Oh, just don’t kick stones.......
don’t kick stones!
They said so many times in my life
To
“drink more, it’s fun, we have a whole bottle, we’re going to take another sip
Keep sipping until you finish it”

But one sip was dead to me,
How can we call things like
“I think I got *****, last night”
Our divine pan, our destiny
Because every single day
I am praying to god that
I can forget all of it and release the tension that always seems to rest inside my skin, my skinny, my over eating
My swelling heart, overriding all
Of the hate, that I could have felt
Just showing me all I am is love
All I am is love, and nothing else
My sweeping up old memories
Has made a really mess
And I am so overwhelmed
I forget I am safer than I was
When this was life we had no
Idea that dreams can excuse the things
That hurt me most, and I think man’s message to the world is,
I will hurt you, and you will love
And once someone told me,
“Nobody really wants to hear about your problems.”
I guess it’s true, this one is one
That most everyone would feel
So sick from, it would be the hardest
Truth to chew through
I drank too much of the truth serum for you to be able to sit and listen, and chew
And he dragged me me through the doorway
As my friends watched me, and I begged them to help me my hands were grasping for the doorframe
This is the one of the first times as a young girl that I really fight for my life
Held on for as long as I could
And I’m watching them on the ground
Laughing, they don’t know any better
I think I remember them wanting to help me
But they couldn’t help me
I guess they couldn’t help me
I don’t remember
I don’t remember the rest
I don’t want to remember the rest
I woke up with my pants off
And next to him,
He grabs my hand to touch his personal “at attention”
I feel the same anxiety,
It paralyzes me, even now
I have flashbacks
I have panic attacks
Remember, she was on the kitchen floor

Woke up,
forgetting ,
paralysis walking
waking seeing,
every day remembering
Even more
I wish that
I didn’t remember that
Gracie, how beautiful ?
I forget
Crazy, beautiful

Fog Oct 2018

Untitled

God bless the Family's final:
We ask for you to be sure to do everything!
(lost to a kid in a dream that I lived with, and I know that you set me up for a long time)
with him I wanna
he’d love everything
you do for me [send]

I’ve heard it,
Never mind saying never,
And I believe if I ever get a chance
I want to go to mess with
you and you alone,
and never what you [send]
dearest to me,
Please send the message to them
Please, keep it
or else desecration for your bleeding heart always thinking, “oh my goodness “
how I feel about you
out on a lottery of sleeves
Thinking Gee ****,
Why me
I asked for him
to
Two OAK
me
Two oaks, West’s old me
Lived in my Ascension watching the river
On top of my leads to this busy work
Showed me waves of love looking for something, to bounce off of
Each of the seconds passing
Wrote my own life into more than life, more like a complete intoxicating existence
I just want to show you how I got to hit the highest way of being in tune with it
And my river flows,
And I run with it
Crash to see the end of the true vision
Picking up all my own dreams to
Speak with precision
Know my heart is always thinking of you
Sale for Multiplayer led to a cedar
Walled multidimensional dreamers cave
Where angels insist to visit and remind us of souls decisions
Sarcasm [send]
Man, if you’re the best smartest-smart ***
Imagine, when I keep my straight faced smart *** with my feelings inside my mind “kitchen “
Cooking up the next wit
ten-out-of-ten comebacks
I’m sitting on a throne of ancient waves of my destiny to effectively put my heart in a beautiful length and a long time to made for my sentimental series of letters for shared feelings in notes will never give me anxiety
Love you always l I’m minimizing the distance and much more than I ever wait to say anything about how much I so
LIVE
TO LOVE Y’ALL
- Too much ,
EM

#wish #granting

Fog Oct 2018

To find myself in a full house with love

She wants to live by candle light
With a man who will love her
Through her saviors eyes
And she needs to pray for his
Arrival time
She believes she has looked
Him in the eyes
And seen where
Their future lies
And thank you for this
Gift of insight
Working harder than I thought

Fog Oct 2018

Visible signs of light in the end of your tunnel

Hay,
Enigmatic man.
Hysterical man.
Me, amazing, and good enough.
Just outside of reacher

forever
one song I want to sing to everyone

is seriously stuccoed to this amazing design of mysterious
orchestrated glimpses
into my soulmate’s leads
in their beautiful dreams
to awareness of the waves
of
Total reflection of my,
Good Spectrums...
Let me off at the top of the grapevine,
Top me off
with some great suggestions
for sweet resell items at ion
know where I got it all
for
100% off, not sure where
I got with a lot
When it’s time for...
No mines, or only for me
Be valued, for what you’re worth,
Everything to me,
I still have too much more time to break these walls, hard to see
Getting over to my King
Of be
the hill
I still
see
that’s why I am going,
Son
What happened to the giant peaches?
Is there room for me?
I need real, real lives now.
Love as much as the . . . .
Fun
But, enough.
I know; It’s tough.
Give me something:
good will,
Please! Hey
Hey, how are you today?
hey, do you see the same stars as me?
Isotope, atomic masses.
Would wash potatoes
over
class and
Still, I passed
Exam days did not lead me astray.
Astute, self-reflective in the fields!
Loving myself is the first sad truth
I see love
I love you

Still, I look to the sun, and breathe when I remember
life
always be so happy
that’s
the way the world is,
I don’t question whether you deserve
the golden girl I is
And I want nothing but heaven
when the wind talks about
Rhythmic galactic movements
to everyone
in a soft rain,
rain check .
out my life
in my dreams,
come to hang
with me
and then destiny
and then come back to the new treaty
To live beyond selfish opportunities
and everything you want to keep.
I just can’t wait to see you outside of my dreams, I just can’t wait to taste the lips that throughout his soul’s
Mind was
the best of a blessing , the truth
But until then, I’ll be happy when you’re there
To set me free
Every era has dropped some **** on the mic for the fan of a reality
Wait for the dreams to unravel
Gonna be the best when we start a
#Migrationinternational #NationalTradewisdom
That’s real, real power that I can get engaged with
See ya in the time I am just so happy to be with the Galaxy
I sought to allay
Let me know what dreams are truly about
Don’t want you to end your season
To thrive in the seeds we have been in the busy days together so much for the
Honey I speak

#allforyousmartass

Fog Oct 2018

Walking now

Dr , I am not feeling well now.
I must tell you that my heart is
Filled with such grief, yet I
Stir up all these feelings deep in my mind doing the most amazing work to clear out the nerves as I reach into myself for lost inspirations undelivered, left at rest
Willing to put my soul at risk
To scary to show the truth, honest enough
No air or space to confess, no box
Frankly, such fragility lies in waiting
In between still, leaving words unsaid
Wishing to reach for safekeeping
For a place to read a book, love to
I hope to lay down my head
Very works of vessels stir
The thoughtful actions
Placed up for the bet
Gambling her every hope,
On waking tomorrow morning within
Her heaven sent

Fog Oct 2018

Telepathic Correspondence, Fatherhood

Pray, do tell me if he is going to be good with you, and I hope you feel better soon I love you so much!
I am so sorry about what has happened to you mom.
I love you so much, and you are so intelligent, and inspiring, and thank you for sharing yourself with me.
I am doing everything I can to do this better than ever, and become the person I know I can be.
I want you to know that I can cry, again.
I can pray for god to be able to heal and bless you.
And I do it in front of them, too.
I hope you become the fearless woman I know you are,
And don’t be afraid of them anymore.

The second I am in America, I am just looking for some words that sound like:

“I love you so much, can we pray for this forever?”

Fog Aug 2018

Whatcha ma call it

Today told me
To stop using the God word
I understand that God is infinite
There is no definition for
The great mystery
This great energy
This is just one experience of it