Oh look how beautiful
Vibrant in color
From the Forest
To the jungle
To the garden in the front yard
Socializing with all the flowers
People are in awe
Knowing that it was captured in a Cocoon Before it took on it's majestic Form.
The butterfly loved to socialize
  Flashing it's majestic beauty to Everyone which made it hard for one Single being to completely love and Trust at the same time.
As amazing to witness it's fluttering Flight
It was heartbreaking that this Relationship could not be exclusive to Anyone at any particular moment.
Long live the butterfly for the ultimate Romance is an unfulfilled love.

A mile wide an inch thick
A Brick wall playing a card trick
Chewing gum n hard ****
Met her at the bar, *** is fit
A woman's seduction
I AM an addict
Hit it then quit
I AM a master manipulator at this ****
I walked into the bar I AM the white rabbit
I got the MapQuest to destruction
It's a one way trip
PAM a vicious cycle
I'm tired of this ****.

As you focus on many things Distortion is inevitable.
Imagine the mind not correctly focus on one particular idea, but several at once.
Similar to a magnifying glass not properly calibrated.
With some adjustment that same instrument focused will create a beam of light, hot enough to create fire, cut Egyptian Stone.
The Spirit that lives in our Temple, Gift by the LORD of the universe, fixated on one particular goal, you will burn a whole thru space and time.
In between those ears is a powerful laser beam.
Magnify with me, let's harness this unlimited power, let's zoom in.
Glorify with me, this boundless energy gifted by the Alpha and Omega.

Charlie Brown said: We only live once.
Snoopy said: No Charlie we only die once. We live everyday!

I'm not going to let no mud duck run amuck on me!

The fear evaporated and I became articulate and apparently very very funny.
The fortitude and resilience of youth made me invincible.
I drank and became drunk,disintegrated, psychiatric help I could not practice abstinence.
Reading self-help books from Freud to Jung.
The relationship with alcohol will always be there waiting to ****** me.
The relationship with alcohol became insidious, terrifying until I walked onto Flight A.A. and found some help.

Brilliantly after saying my Prayers the candle burned out.
Glistening & Glimmering were the stars.
From Dusk til Dawn
Over looking the sea on which the moon was shining.
I sat marinating in the lunar night.
As if my fortune of Heaven, Yielded the sensation of gratitude, resting in my snow white sheets.
Inspired by solitary places I have been  under the night sky.
Amber walked to sight, a blessing unseen until tonight.
I took a leap of faith and then Amber walked on to my path. Now we started on walks through day and night.
As weeks pasted we are no longer tight.
Distance between, somehow unclear, like a deer in the light my heart to weary to fight.
There seemed to be a spark when it started.
Now Emotionally I feel completely discarded.