I sit among the wild wind
And pelting rain
The chill settling in the air
Refreshing and wonderful
It is to sit in the storm
The world is screaming
Vigorously repeating,
"I am alive! Here I am!"
These people hide inside
To stay warm and dry
Hating this weather of mother nature
But I love it
I welcome the chill
And the untamed energy
Whipping around me at will
I'll take this over a still sunny day
I welcome the world and it's cry

Don't mind me
There is no harm in my stare
I enjoy admiring thee
Just sitting over there

I know, it is penetrating
Can be uncomfortable
I see you debating
Whether to walk to my table

Ask me, please
Why do I stare?
Darling, that's easy
For some reason I care

A frown doesn't sit
Quite right on your lips
I do not like it there

Let me make
You laugh right here
For the sorrow I cannot bear

So don't mind me
There is no harm in my stare
I would enjoy you with me
Only because I care

Who the **** decided pain was beautiful?
Who thought it elegant to spin a tale of torture?
Because our words may sound a lovely mess to you
But it's our hearts crying out for a remedy
A cure
A pleading for anyone to snag onto our hooks
And help this **** suffering cease
Or at least stop bleeding for a moment of peace
It does sound pretty though
Vanity wins again
But we're still hurting

Baby you see a pretty face
At least to you I guess
And I do not fit your imagination
For the pain I carry is ugly
Unfortunately unseen
So you see a pretty surface
Get to know my pain
See my insecurities
Witness my flaws
Understand what I can't about me
It'd be much appreciated
But you don't want that
So I won't waste my time
Wanting to understand you

Let me help you
I see your struggles
I see more than I do
Listen more than I say
Watch you struggle
As I struggle to your aid
What do I have to help with
When I carry nothing?
I'm sorry
I cannot help you
I have to help myself first
Maybe you should try too

The only permanence I have is in my writing
The constant flow of thoughts and emotions brought to be visually deciphered
By eyes of different experiences
Thus being perceived in varying ways
Permanent in only a single perspective