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Mar 2016 · 224
Aaa
Mar 2016 · 219
What A Bore
Matt Mar 2016
I could imagine one day
Dying from loneliness

What is life really?

Some strange experience
Followed by another experience

I wish people would stop asking
"How are you?"

You'll never know

One day I'll just move to Bhutan
And help the farmers there
Or something
Mar 2016 · 790
People Are Obnoxious
Matt Mar 2016
Isn't the saying
"Have a nice day"
Obnoxious?

She is such an idiot

Told her a thousand times
I don't know what that means

She'll keep repeating it though
Over and over

I won't care
At all when she dies

Have a day
I don't care if it's nice
Or terrible

Have a day
Drink your coffee
And go away
Mar 2016 · 236
Part Time
Matt Mar 2016
The answer is still no
I do as I please

And aren't I just
The bees knees

No plans to move
From this room

When it comes to money
I don't care

I have barely enough
To pay the bills
Lying over there

I'm not reporting
To any office
Or a boss

I'll keep my independence
Even if poverty is the cost

Yes I'm a part time worker
Just as happy as can be

No
I don't need
More money
Mar 2016 · 514
My Dull Life
Matt Mar 2016
I find myself
Listening to
An archived lecture

That is part
Of the Reith Lectures
Given on Dec. 3, 1966
At 4:00 pm

It is entitled
"The Role of The State"

A few minutes ago
I watched a woman
In Italy
And then a woman
In Washington

******* with
The same Oh Mi *** *******

I find human life dull
Mar 2016 · 247
Life Must Be A Joke
Matt Mar 2016
I think life
Is a journey
A journey
And a joke

Repeating the same actions
The body decays

Its all so strange
In so many ways

I don't really love myself
So I guess no one
Will ever love me

It's a boring place
I sat under a tree
Mar 2016 · 1.0k
Unicycle Riders of Bhutan
Matt Mar 2016
I'm supposed
To take life seriously

To make commitments
And plans

To think about the future
And set goals
And on on and on

And care about money

And I think it is just
A bunch of *******

I liked that documentary
About the guys
Who went to ride
Their unicycles
In Bhutan

They rode down
The stone stairs
Of mountain trails

They met with the woman
Before they journeyed
High into the mountains
Of Eastern Bhutan

She told them of the Yeti
And that they would feel
His presence there

She said it would be best
If they did not see him

But they might encounter him
Because the Yeti
Had never seen
A unicycle before

I think it would be fun
If they taught the Yeti
How to ride the unicycle
Just as they were
Teaching the local villagers
Mar 2016 · 280
My Thoughts
Matt Mar 2016
I have just over 500 dollars
In my account

I am paid twice the minimum wage
To do my job

Over 100,000 was spent
For college
And after

I think it is
Funny
Hehe

So much money spent
And so little earned
I am laughing

I am poor
But I will have my
Hiking sticks soon

And I have my
Four day weekend
Hehe

And I'm not worried
About money

I don't really care
That's just me

Sitting under a tree
Over there
Mar 2016 · 355
Rather Hike Than Work
Matt Mar 2016
As I listened to
The story
Of this man's life

I could see he was
A good man

But I didn't watch it all
It was just one event
After the next

One experience after
The next

Human life is dull
Like that
Just one time
Followed by the next time

I ordered
Some good hiking poles

I'm poor
And
I don't want
Full time work

I'll do as I please

And that means no
To a five day work week
Mar 2016 · 368
No To a 40 hour work week
Matt Mar 2016
I do not believe
In a forty hour work week

In making a small salary
That would barely enable me
To have my own place

I do not care
About accumulating
Material goods

I will not stress myself
I will not work
Forty hours a week

I will spend
Hours walking in a garden

Unproductive hours

Because I can
And I will

And no amount
Of threatening
Or pleading
Will ever change that

This is my life
And my decision
Mar 2016 · 319
My Boring Life
Matt Mar 2016
I have read
Different philosophers
Watched documentaries
About different human stories

I don't think I'll ever be happy
Whatever that means

I don't much care
For my physical body

I'm poor
And not ambitious

Perhaps depressed
In some way

Maybe one day
I'll just die
Of emptiness
Loneliness
And boredom

Or maybe one of those three

Maybe North Korea
Will drop a nuke
On my country
Maybe there will be
A World War

I don't much care
For this body

A mostly meaningless
Empty existence
That doesn't bother me
Too much anymore

It's the fact that
This is, all there is
A limited amount of choices
Anyhow

One long boring program

I want to breastfeed
And to taste a woman's milk
Warm and nourishing
Breast milk

Nothing changes
Just rearranges

Well at least I have
My podcasts
And my tomato soup

And my job that pays
Twice the minimum wage

Some type of joke
Human life
Mar 2016 · 233
No More Two Days In A Row
Matt Mar 2016
Why is life so empty
And unfulfilling
Why is it lonely

Why Why Why

I don't want to work
Back to back days

I don't have a girlfriend
And no one gives me a hug

I want to go on hikes
In Tibet

I want
I need
I need
I want

Blah blah
Blah blah

The world does not care
About my wants and needs

The world does not need saving

Stop asking, "How are you?"
What a stupid question

I know who I am
And what I am

You will never know how

This week is the last week
I will work two days
In a week
Ever

******
I messed up my schedule
Mar 2016 · 261
No To A Full Time Job
Matt Mar 2016
No No No
No No No
No No No
No No No
No No No
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No No No
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No No No
No No No.          
No No No
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No No No
No No No
No No No

No to a full time job!
Hahahaha

And if I get kicked out
Of this home
I'll live in the park

Sneak in
To grab a bite to eat
After dark
Matt Mar 2016
No thanks
To the dull drudgery
Of a full time job

And what to do in the summer?

I do not know
Hike and relax

Human life is relatively short

One thing I can say for certain is,
"No thanks to the dull drudgery
Of a full time job."
Matt Mar 2016
I watched
Those ex-military Brits
Go on an expedition

They climbed Mandela
A 15,000 foot mountain
In New Guinea

They had to travel
Into unexplored territory

They were there
On a tourist passport

Even the local tribes
Could not give them too much
Information
About where
They were going

They found
Four or five porters
From a local village

One kind hearted man
They named him "Superman"

He spoke one of the dialects
Of The first tribe they encountered

They spotted boys across
The river
Picking berries

And then the elders came
They explained to these tribal leaders
Their mission

They told them to leave their land
Or they would be dead in the morning

They were moving into unchartered territory
The cannibalism had stopped completely in some
Of the tribes in the 50's
Others still maintained that practice into the 70's

They journeyed farther into the jungle
Heavy packs

And they had to carry two sets of gear
One for the jungle
And one for the mountain terrain

Hardy Brits they were
Rugged too!

One a retired Royal Marine
Who was more accustomed
To carrying a heavy pack

The other a retired tank commander
They had been on many expeditions together

One suffered from a type of trenchfoot
Oh the wet conditions!
And leeches too were a nuisance

They left most of their food at
A storage dump
And took four days supply
As they scouted ahead
They were down to just nine bananas

Only the local "Superman"
Would accompany them
Were they were going
The other porters stayed

They came across a family
In a house on stilts
In the middle of the jungle

And my you should have seen
The look of shock on their eyes
As they peered down on those Brits!

They were tapping their heads
And pointing to the sky

The coming of the white man
Their guide told them
That to them this could mean
The end of the world

The Brits and their guide
Mimicked their gestures
And bowed to them on their knees
To show they meant no harm

One villager in the home
Pointed a bow
At one of our courageous travelers

They decided it was best to turn back
Better not to end up as part
Of the evening stew after all

They finally reached the foot of the mountain
And the porters were not sure
If these men had the strength
To summit the 15,000 foot mountain

They were weary from making their way
Through the jungle
The struggling with heavy packs

The porters had often built bridges
Out of sticks
To help them cross streams

And they described what a simple
Type of living it was
Their comrades the porters
Helped them accomplish the task

And enjoyed helping them too

They did reach the summit
And one shouted, "bullocks"
Just for the fun of it

They had grown beards
And had lost quite a bit of weight

One proclaimed
He knew he would be there one day
After seeing Mandela Mountain
On a map

Thank you for filming your journey
This one was en expedition
For the ages

Bless you and your comrades

For you are
The Brits
Who Braved Mandela Mountain
Mar 2016 · 572
Ages Passed
Matt Mar 2016
Ages passed
Eons passed
And nothing changed

Nothing changes
On matrix earth

And I went inside
The mainframe
For what it's worth

I've been
Observing the times
Since birth

Don't you
Threaten me

I sat underneath
Shade of oaktree

I'm a man
So I stand
When I ***
Mar 2016 · 169
Content To Be Poor
Matt Mar 2016
Don't look at me
I don't have the money

And I don't f** care

These are my canned goods
And I won't share

Ran out of food
And you saw me meditating
Over there
Mar 2016 · 478
Abajjhsd
Matt Mar 2016
Asdsdas
Matt Mar 2016
One day
America's creditors
Will want their money back

America
A bankrupt nation

Trillions of dollars in debt

Why should I bother
Working forty hours a week

To earn a dollar that loses value
Each year
Mar 2016 · 264
A Meaningless Statement
Matt Mar 2016
Could you say something else
Besides, 'Have a nice day"

Say something else
Or nothing at all

That statement is meaningless
To me

So please stop saying it
Mar 2016 · 198
I Am Dying
Matt Mar 2016
We're doing
And achieving
And hoping
And dreaming

And I watch these
Documentaries
About climbing
And ultra marathons

I'm just dying
Dying in my room

Life is so stupid
Why not just go
Jump off the mountain?

And everyone keeps
Saying, "Oh my God"
God this and God that

And what is the big deal
About this miserable planet

And everyone keeps screaming
"Look at me, Look at me"

I went to live in a cave
For a thousand years
No one came to visit
And nobody cared

And I live inside a bubble
The walls are closing in
Welcome to life on planet earth
A game I cannot win

And I have no right
To complain
And whine

I'm thankful for
Food and water
And a roof over my head
Feb 2016 · 278
Disconnected
Matt Feb 2016
Looking for something real
Trying to feel

I'm not that content
With this body

Here we go again
Whatever this place is

Everyone you love
Will die

You will age
You will die

I am trying to live
But what is life

I do not know

I don't have any goals
I don't want a family
Of my own

The world does
Not care
About my deisre
For a female friend

I am a brain
Attached to a body

Heaven must be nice
I imagine beautiful scenery

But without
A strange disconnect
To the environment
Around me
Feb 2016 · 1.9k
Nourishing Breast Milk
Matt Feb 2016
I just wanted to be loved
And I wanted a hug

And my goddess provided
These things for me

I buried my head
In her large *******

Under the shade
Of the elm tree

And I suckled
From her *******

So contentedly
Feb 2016 · 240
No To A Five Day Work Week
Matt Feb 2016
I'm good at saying no
It's plain to see

Saying no
Is good for me

Tuesdays and Thursdays
I walk under trees

A three day work week
Is what suits me
Feb 2016 · 208
My Poem
Matt Feb 2016
No words
To express the emptiness
The loneliness of it all

Adam took the apple
And the human race
Had a great fall

I wandered around the garden
People were talking
But not to me

I guess I'm destined
To be alone
In a world of misery

And I liked to watch
The fish swim
From here to there

It doesn't seem
Like loneliness
Is really fair

And I saw
The beautiful woman
On a date with another man

I'm just trying to lead
A good life
Doing the best I can

I'll spend the day
At the gardens
Sitting under a tree

Life is just
A picture show
One long and boring movie
Hehe, I like this poem
Feb 2016 · 284
A Lazy Life
Matt Feb 2016
Three days
Of work per week

Is plenty for me

Yes, I'm Lazy
Feb 2016 · 155
You Do Your Part
Matt Feb 2016
I will put away
Only half the groceries

She can do the rest
Feb 2016 · 215
Sliding Scale of Sexuality
Matt Feb 2016
Sometimes
I think I would have had
More fun as a woman

Just looks ****** to me
To have a long thick shaft
Throbbing inside of me

Hehe
Imagining what *** would be like as a woman
Feb 2016 · 216
A Room Of My Own
Matt Feb 2016
Content to have
A room of my own

Don't need a big house
Don't need to be
A king on a throne

Content to have
A room of my own
Feb 2016 · 176
The Minimum Guy
Matt Feb 2016
It's the minimum guy
Doing the minimum
Who knows why?

I will never work
5 days a week

And do not believe in a peak
Feb 2016 · 292
Another Day
Matt Feb 2016
The most days
I will work each week
Is three

Happiness on this planet
I'm afraid
Will forever elude me

My left side of my body
Is a bit stronger
Than my right

I try to offset this
With weights
It seems I always
Lose this fight

It's a small imbalance
Not a big deal
Some say

But it bothers me
How I feel this way

And the loneliness is
All consuming
Seeing friends
A few days a year

I won't bother crying
I won't shed a tear

And the therapist mocks me
And the world does too
They hated Jesus
And they will hate you

The wicked lover power
And money too
When judgement day comes
They will be *******

Jihadists plan attacks
In the middle of the night
When different cities
Are attacked
People will be filled with fright

The human race
Just repeats
The same mistakes
Over and over again

I watch **** on the internet
My ***** makes me sin
Some people were
Just born to to lose
And others to win

At the gym
I sit and listen
To people talk
But no one talks to me

I guess this is
My miserable life
And how things
Must be

Nothing ever happens
In this life matrix
And I find it quite queer
I sat on a granite boulder
And drank a non-alcoholic beer

Just a bunch of names and faces
Just a bunch of dates and places
Body slowly dies

It's all absurd and
Mostly meaningless
Should I even bother to cry

Earth the worst
Of all the planets
In the galaxy

I'm content to be miserable
Content to let things be

It could always be worse
I drank a glass of water
To quench my thrist

One day our economy
Will collapse
This is how it should be
America a sinking ship
Will drown in the sea

A New World Order to emerge
Perhaps it will be
Like the movie "The Purge"

Globalist powers
Don't care for you and me
An Orwellian nightmare
Becomes a reality
No longer a writer's fantasy

And I pray to some guy
Named Jesus
I suppose he really cares
He is supposed to hold my hand
And to say "There there"

A world of suffering and sin
All becomes Eve let Satan in
It was their fault, not mine
On this earth
I have spent some time

And if an agnostic
Or atheist
You can see
Human beings are good at
Creating misery

Resources distributed unfairly
Throughout the green earth

A man brings his produce
To market in Africa
He knows what it is worth

A tribal leader
Has destroyed half his fields
He couldn't just let things be

I traveled around the world
Met some good people
And some bad

I don't know really what
To think of this life
Should I just be sad?

Lie in bed and watch a movie
And dream of my female friend
The world never cares
About my desires
Lonely to the end
Feb 2016 · 386
My Earth Vacation
Matt Feb 2016
I'm On a permanent vacation
Every single day

And I just don't care
What you have to say
Three days a week
At "work"

Is more than enough for me
I stood underneath
An elm tree

To take a ***

I have no plans
To leave this home
None at all

Can you hear
The bird's call?
Matt Feb 2016
What a frigging bore
The guy works and works
A meaningless chore

Could have retired
Quite some time ago
But wasted money

And always needed more
You know

So this is for the people
That are slaves to dollar bills

Working their whole lives away
Isn't it a thrill

They talk about work and money
Every single day

Can't seem to think of
Anything else

They waste their lives away
Feb 2016 · 177
Beautiful And Terrible
Matt Feb 2016
Hello Creator
Or whoever YOU are!

You have created
A place
Beyond words

A beautiful place
And a terrible place

"That yearning to be
With other people
Is powerful"

"That emotion is at the foundation
Of what makes us human"

"Its not to be taken lightly"

As I listened to these words
I thought about how lonely I can be

How can I let her love me?
I don't even love myself
That much sometimes

I wish my body was different
It's not attractive I guess
And I suppose that is just a shame

I don't care about money
Or fame

I climbed the mountain
10,000 feet high

I questioned the light sky
I asked "Why?"

Oh well
Still no answers
No surprise there

How are you?
The questioned is asked
Every day

We often respond "good"
I guess that means
A-okay

I don't believe
In working
5 days a week

I am not trying
To reach any "peak"

I hope a woman
Will squeeze me

To hug a woman
Would please me

And the mountain trail
Is beautiful
And terrible too

And it's lonely here
Without my female friend
Where are you?
Feb 2016 · 263
Obnoxious People
Matt Feb 2016
Anyone who refers to the dogs
As their "children"

Or they are the mom or dad
Of the **** animals
Has mental problems

Its a ******* animal

Animals die
I don't get too attached
They could die any day

The ignorance
Stupidity
And laziness
Of this person
Never ends
Feb 2016 · 131
Looking At The Trees
Matt Feb 2016
In my car
In a parking lot
Looking at some trees

This is the earth
And this is all
It will ever be
Haha, I was just sitting there and content I suppose
Feb 2016 · 213
An empty world
Matt Feb 2016
Eat some food
Food galore
Eat to live
What a bore

And an empty world
And there is always more
Matt Feb 2016
I could spend a day
Wandering the beach

Or examining small rocks
In the sand

Wouldn't know
What to do
With ten grand

And where is my female friend
I won't meet her today

That's fine with me
And I'll be okay
Feb 2016 · 356
Paid Twice The Minimum Wage
Matt Feb 2016
There is no loudspeaker
Giving orders about
What must be done

At this time
Or at that time

At a job interview
I was once asked
Where I saw myself
In five years?

I made something up
Don't know where I will be
In 5 days
Let alone five years


I am drifting
From time to time

*** looks like
It would feel good

Yes I am a ******
And all the beautiful women

I guess it doesn't matter
How strong I am
Or how many weights I lift

I have no plans
For full time

I do not love money

A total of probably about 120,000
Was spent on my education

And I make twice
The minimum wage
Lol
Feb 2016 · 199
Alone
Matt Feb 2016
I didn't get a gf
And I live my life alone
Listening to podcasts
And watching amazon video
At home

Life is full of emptiness
And loneliness too

No female friend I guess
Nothing I can do
Feb 2016 · 235
Sitting At Desk
Matt Feb 2016
This life matrix
Is a real dump

Alot of the times
I'm lonely

Hey Jesus guy
Where have all the people gone?

You gunna send me a female friend?
Or do you not really give a bleep

What is this thing
This body
That must be stuffed
Full of food

This body
Women don't want

Oh well
What did I ever do
Anyway

Just try to be kind to people

Alone Alone
The therapist
Was just in it for the money

Our nation drowns in debt
And its just business as usual
I suppose

Another lonely day
Feb 2016 · 217
Stop Announcing Everything
Matt Feb 2016
Dinner is on the table
And she will say
"You are welcome to
Help yourself"

It's for everyone that salmon....

She says
And I know fish is good for my health

You don't need to announce
The dinner

i have eyes to see
Just cook the food
And let things be

Every small thing was announced
But nothing much
Was ever really done

I don't understand
Why you chose to do
very little of anything

Just lazy or dumb?
Feb 2016 · 372
When the World Ends
Matt Feb 2016
If I ever see that mental health
Magazine in this home

I will throw it in the trash

If that woman asks me
Id I had a "nice day" again
I might light her on fire

When the world ends
I won't care

God the clockmaker
Made me too ugly
To ever have a gf

Self hatred
Mutates into hatred
For selfish
Obnoxious people

Jesus will preserve me
My precious Jesus friend
Nobody else cares

Everyone is afraid to die
I'm not

Some better place
Beautiful women

I get what I want
In heaven

For all the suffering
I went through here

When the world ends
I will not care
One bit
Matt Feb 2016
A world war
Mass starvation

Terrible times
A few years or so

Terrible times
For America

There will be a big war
I bet

I bet there will be

Things Always go wrong!
Feb 2016 · 288
A Bunch Of TImes
Matt Feb 2016
I didn't get the great body
Or the fast car
Or the hot babe
Or lots of money

And who cares

Just a bunch of times
That's what life is I guess
Feb 2016 · 390
Earth Sucks
Matt Feb 2016
You will age
You will lose your health eventually
You will die

So all you will have
Is the person you were
And how you treated others
I guess

And it's not an automatic process

Mother lives in a fantasy world
Where nothing can ever go wrong
Where America prospers

The day our economy fails
And there isn't a **** thing
In the markets

And there is a big global war

I will simply say
I told you so
I told you so

Human beings repeat
The same mistakes
Over and over again!

If you think you have it bad now
Remember things can

And do get worse
Hahah!
Feb 2016 · 216
The Idiot
Matt Feb 2016
Mother may think
I am mentally ill

But I'm not the one
Who does nothing
And takes "happy pills'

She's lazy
Stupid, and ignorant too

Don't let
The b** fool you!
Matt Feb 2016
Someone once said
I had to work forty hours a week

And I decided
I would never work full time
For the rest
Of my life

Why?
Because I can
Feb 2016 · 612
Sleep Well Everyone
Matt Feb 2016
Wow
To live in America
To eat California golden raisins

To have humus
And Greek yogurt
And apples

And a gym to workout in
And an iPad,
iPhones too

Amazing
And I am grateful

One day perhaps
I will meet my female friend

Hope everyone has a pleasant evening
Feb 2016 · 277
Beyond Beautiful
Matt Feb 2016
The middle aged Asian man
He told me
"Mom said it would be cold"

He wished me a good game
As I bought my golf *****

There was the cradle moon
Like Rock-a-by-baby

There were the toddlers
Running around grandma

My eyes have seen
They have seen

There was the man
At the sporting goods store

He was looking to exchange his bag
I asked him where he liked to play
He said, "San Dimas"
I told him I loved it there too

He told me it was good
Talking to me

I told him to take care
He told me, "He'll take it
Anyway he can get it"

There was the man
In the Christian chat room
Eyes filled with such love
I know who he's been
Talking to

And be practical please
Get the things you need

It's not an automatic process
I'm not taking anything for granted

I'm getting ready
For a Third World War
And you should to

Just look at human beings
And the terrible things they can do

My name is Matt
My heart beats true

Nothing to fear
King of Kings will
One day be here
I liked this poem, hehe.
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