I do not fear death
And I can tell you why
I will wait
and look down upon you
Until life passes you by
I do not fear death
And I can tell you why
Even if together
we cannot live
My soul will be yours
when I die

She longs to sleep
Feel the dim light of the moon
On her skin
She longs to see him
Her angel

And with her head
On the pillow
And her heart
On her tongue
She waits just
For him to come

Every long day
As evening comes
She's swept off her feet
At least till she realises
It's just a dream

Till one day
When she kisses him goodbye
She sees a feather of his wings
On her pillow at night

And as she looks at the sky
She can almost swear
That in the twinkling stars
She can see his face
Right there

And out of  her window she goes
Feather in hand
She can't live without him
She smiles as she falls
*Forever his to stand

I got struck
With cupids arrow
And now
*My hearts bleeding

I'm hurting
My eyes are hollow
Swollen with unshed tears
Blent with forgotten images
Filled with longing

I'm hurting
And there's nothing
Anybody can do
Because for the longest time
This is the only feeling I knew

I'm hurting
An unwanted plea
In my smile
Please help me
I no longer want
To be *hurting

Those moments
when I told you to leave
Were just a test
To see whether u would stay
Stay with me
Even though
I was broken
I was masochistic
And I couldn't be fixed
Even though
You loved me
And I didn't
Even though
I had hurt you
Caused you pain
And now as you
walk away from me
All I can do is
ask u to stay
Stay with me again

In the darkness of the night
With vision blind
I find my reprieve
It waits for me
In my dreams

There there's nothing
To hide
Nowhere to run
I'm safe within the confines
If my mind
And sanity

My sanctuary
There
I can be
Anything I want to be
Do anything
I want to do
There I'm free
Not bound by the chains of reality
I'm limitless

I look for an outlet
A reason
Any reason
To be sad
Because then
I dnt Hv to think about
What's really bothering me

As evening draws in
And the tired breath of work
Droopy eyelids
And desire lurk
In the dark corners of my heart
Your name still engraved
And your voice lulling me
Into a dangerous sleep
From which I'll never wake
I gladly stare into nothingness
And the last words I hear
Over the dripping away of my pain
Was when u said ,'now u can carry your own sunshine and it'll never again rain.'

You left marks on my skin
Every place that you touched me
A beautiful symphony of colours
Red, purple, blue
You left marks on my skin
Every place that you kissed me
I can still feel the tears
Running down my nape
Right down to my button
You left marks on my skin
Every place that you whispered
That you love me
You left marks on my skin
Every place that your willing fingers
Broke the sanctity of mine
You left marks beyond my skin
Beyond the seam of every dress I dared to wear
Beyond every protesting word I dared to speak
Beyond the blood running down my thighs
Beyond my unwilling smile
You don't deserve my forgiveness
For the marks still there cry out your name
For my body hasn't forgotten the sins
The marks
go beyond my skin

You find yourself day dreaming
Every chance u get (nd not becoz the school work is so boring)

2.you just want to make him/her happy (might embarrass yourself while doing so)

3.you suddenly get a lot more liberal with your allowance (with chocolates and or flowers in question)

4.you start listening to the songs he likes and like them too or reading the book she reads trying to find parts of her in it

5.just the sound of his name gives  u butterflies and his voice gives u a smile (even on your most terrible day)

And I'm madly deeply irrevocably in love

You had to melt
Your love
So it could flow into
The broken crevices
Of my heart
And now I'm complete

My love
You fixed me

for every time
I fell in love with you
I would now
Be holding
**A book

Hush now
Don't say a word
The silence is
too perfect
To break

Hush now
Or you'll see
Me cry
No longer
No longer
My heart
I'll defy

Hush now
Let me just
Hold you tight
And we'll stay there
Till comes the night

Hush now
Let me feel your lips
And you electrifying
My fingertips

Hush now
Don't say a word
Or I'm scared I'll have to go

Hush now
Don't say a word
And feel my heart
It's yours to keep
And I'll keep yours
Safe in my dreams
As I fall asleep

I wish I was a cloud
Floating gracefully by
I wish I was a rainbow
Painting the blue sky
I wish I was rain
Pouring down on earth
I wish I was fire
Warming up the hearth
I wish I was a bird
Soaring in freedoms flight
I wish I was a star
Illuminating the night
I wish I was patient
And endless like the sea
I wish I was
anything
Anybody
But me

The rain caresses my hair
And flows down my neck
The rain kisses my lips
The rain touches my fingertips
The rain wraps around me
The rain embraces my skin
The rain wipes away my tears
And washes every sin
The rain fills my heart
The rain is in my soul
The rain makes me fall in love
For everyone to behold
And when the sun shines
And I catch the last drop
I know that the rain can
But my feelings won't stop

When the earth
Is in a dreamless soon
When shade covers the world
When mist blinds the night
When stars peep
In the curtain of the sky
When leaves quiver in the wind
Then one out of a million
An insignificant being
Ceases to exist

Blind

She can't see
The colours so bright
There's only black
in her sight
She couldn't see you
She heard you
She felt you
She knew you
She could only paint
A picture of you
In her Mind
touch your face
A million times
Feel your lips
Against hers
For love is blind
Baby,
Haven't you heard

I said to him
I'm sorry
I don't know what it's like to love
And be loved
I hope you understand
He nodded
And left
And took his heart with him
And today I stand
With my heart in my hand
And I hold it out to you
*I don't know what it's like to be loved
Do you ?

I am bursting to find out
What you would say
What you would look like
What you would feel like
What colour your eyes would shine in the morning sun
What would your lips would taste of..
(Mint and Chocolate like yesterday hon?)
The firmness of your hands
And the sharpness of your breath
The way you smile
Is better then watching the sun set
The way your heart races when I touch your hand
The way you play with my hair
Oh god , even the way you stand
Baby I can't wait to find out
Becoz everything still feels new
And after all this time
I'm still very much in love with you

You are the stars
In my sky
You are the words
On my lips
You are the colour
In my life
You are my everything
You are my nothing
And I said
I am
If
*You are

I wish I could lose myself
In your world
See your dreams
Your hopes
Your aspirations
Hear what makes you laugh
And know what makes you cry
See the world through your eyes
And then maybe I'll finally see
What is it exactly
That you see in me

One by one
She threw
all she owned
And the fire jus grew
It raged beyond
Her eyes
And in she threw
All of the lies
All the pain
All the hurt
And then
Stripped clean
And bathed anew
She walked over to him
And her heart torn with love
Arrived naked in front of him
And she said
"If I have you
I need nothing "

I remember the time you asked me
If I still loved you
And I had said after hesitation
I still do
I remember the time you said
You missed the warm look in my eye
You missed the smile and the kiss goodbye
I remember the time where I didn't feel
I remember the time when I forgot this was real
And now I ask you:
Do u remember the time you asked me if I love you ?
Do you remember the time you said
You missed my smile
Do you remember how you missed the hugs and  kiss
Because I remember now
I remember all the things that I'll miss
Is it too late to say what I feel?
Did you too lose sense that this is real?
Because I love you
Do you think you could still love me too?

Sooner or later
Everyone realises that
They can wipe
Their own tears

I let my lips meet yours
And my heart too
For every beat
And every breathe
Always belonged to you

Hands pink and soft
Hands scarred with lines
Running down the length of it's fingers
Yes these hands are mine
They are cold with sweat
And shiver with anticipation
For soon yours they met
And they were forever to be
*'Will you give your hand to me?'

Words cannot express
How I feel
For no language can
Convince him that
Our love Is real

If you can't see the wound
Doesn't mean it's not there
If you can't see the tears
It doesn't mean
I haven't cried
I haven't hurt
I haven't felt
I haven't bled
For the only tears that flow
Down my cheeks
Are ones of ink

My heart beats
For nothing
And for everything
My soul aches
For nothing and
For everything
My hands long
For nothing and
For everything
My lips tremble
For nothing and
for everything
I long for nothing
And for everything
To have you
Is everything
And to not is
Nothing

My body is intact
But my soul is ash
There's nothing that remains
There's no love, there's no pain
The fire is quenched
And all that's left
Is a shell
Hollow
With memories

To live is to love
And I live
Only
To love you

I tried to drown my sorrows
But
They learned to swim

The ink flowed
Like music
Each word
A melody
Meant only
For someone
To her heart very near
That could unravel
The notes that
He was so desperate
to hear

For with each word
A secret was laced
To his name
Her heartbeat had raced

And their love
Like music was timeless
As with each word
Her love grew
And with each word
She gave him a kiss
And he was born anew

My words
embrace me
Wrap me in a cocoon
Spinning tighter
and tighter
Till I'm lost in my own web
Of delusions
Till I'm lost
In the world I've created
And till my words
Spinning yarns
Are finally free
And I with them
And that is what poetry
Is to me

You're the words
That flow from my pen
You're the music
In everything
You're the smile
On my lips
And it's your name
On my fingertips

No one is indispensable

Endless sunshine
And endless rain
Please forever
Mine remain

You've given me your love
More than I could ask
Because I hvnt been so good
Made mistakes in my past

I just hope in your eyes
I remain the same
Won't think about those lies
There's no one left to blame

I know I can be better
When I'm with you
And the reason is
That I have a reason to

There's magic in your touch
And enchantment in your eyes
I could kiss you forever
Never say goodbye

There's something about you
That's got me fixed
I can't move
And I know
I'll never want to

So
My endless sunshine and
My endless rain
Don't ever leave me
Forever mine remain

I cry tears of blood
But it is too late
I've still got your blood
On my hands

Those who cry alone
With nothing but tears
For company
Know that the sun
is but temporary
Know how it is to truly
Feel alone
Know things that would
Chill you to the bone
But then again
You would be unknown
For they can look happy
Even when they mourn

Dearest,
My hearts aching in my chest
They say absence makes the heart grow fonder
I say it just makes me stronger
Why is it that I see you
In everything that I do
Why is it that I long to be
In your arms where no one can see
Why is it that I miss you each night
And in the rays of the morning light
Why Is it I long to share
Every moment with you there
Why is it that every evening you have to go
And why is it that I love you so ..