I Am mark

I am sad
I wonder why im mad
I hear you had my back
I see the lack of power
I want some help
I am sad

I pretend im not in pain but
I feel like its a game
I touch im cut and burns
I worry that ill die
I cry and hide
I am sad

I understand i cant be fixed
I say i want to win
I dream of a boy just like me
I try to stop the bleeding
I hope that you all can finally hear me and make my dream come true
I am sad

I Am mark jr

I am A boy
I wonder why am broken
I hear my demons yelling
I see my angels running
I want to stop the bleeding
I am A boy

I pretend to be trying
I feel like I am dying
I touch my hair while crying
I worry that lying was bad
I cry into madness with the dead
I am A boy

I understand I can't be fixed but im trying to make a wish
I say that love is a lie but
I dream that I cry but
I wish I could die
I try to stop the bleeding
I hope to be in heaven
I am A boy

I Am Mark

I am Trans
I wonder if you are tired of me yet
I hear them yell monster
I see my demon
I want to go home and feel accepted
I am Trans

I pretend to be a girl and to be happy
I feel broken and empty
I touch my hair and cut it
I worry that you hate it
I cry in fear and pain  
I am Trans

I understand I will never be fixed
I say my mind is dark
I dream that you will call mark
I try to fight for the real me
I hope that you all can finally hear me
I am Trans