If you need a friend, don't call me,
I'm awkward around people, I know and don't, you see.
I'm anti-social by choice, not by fate,
Flat broke, but I'll play indoor games to participate.

When you're sad and heartbroken, my presence might worsen the pain,
"Do you want some juice?" is all I can offer, feeling helpless and vain.
I'm bad at this, I confess.
You already knew that.

If you need a companion, forget me, please,
Don't message or call; I'm not the one to ease.
I'm in my mother's village, but my lazy body's stuck to the sofa,
Scrolling through my phone, wasting time instead, more bliss than repeated heartbreaks.

If you need a lover, go to the bar,
Ignore Ed Sheeran; he doesn't know who you are.
I'm a bad lover; I mess things up, it's true,
But if you need a stoner, I'm just one call away, boo.

Don't worry 'bout food; I got you covered,
I'm a chef when I'm buzzed.
I'm a lover when I'm ******, and a friend when I'm high, uncovered.
I'm a *** warrior on my third joint, they say,
But I can never be your companion; I'm just a stoner, okay?
Not a ******.

I'll steal your cat at night, and your ****, too,
And don't forget those brownies; they taste better with fruit juice, give it a try.
True be told, I hate your third leg,
I prefer them flat.
Are you familiar with scissors?
I don't think so, what a disappointment.
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Sometimes I wish my mind could be still,
Peaceful as a sleeping Koala's will,
Social as a clownfish, happy as Quokkas.

My mind is like a boat on a disturbed sea,
Tossed by storms, side by side, forceful winds.
When I'm happy, I'm unstable.
When I'm sad, worries drive in – a roller coaster.

In every mood, my mind races like sport cars,
Unbeatable competition.
I watch my sanity turn into icebergs,
Freezing, frozen, no room for reasoning.

The more I struggle to control this restless mind,
The worse everything becomes.
How do you control something unseen?
How do you master what masters you?

A force unto itself, wild and free.
When ignored, sharp pain pierces me.
Loneliness hosts my body.
This mind of mine, a stranger to me,
Feeds on my insanity – a parasite,
Operating without consent.

This mind, a paradox of chaos and turbulent nature, stranger to my soul,
Enemy of my being.
A burden I carry alone,
A weight suppressing me every hours of the clock, tick-tock

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Before you speak, take a seat.

I embody masculine charm,
But harbor a feminine soul.

On bed, I'm submissive and dominant

I can surrender, I can command.
My desire adapts to yours.

Versatile, I flow between roles,
***** passion, tender devotion.

Missionary's gentle embrace,
Or wild explorations, I'm yours.

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Tonight, I crave flexibility and fulfillment.
I crave hunger for pleasure and desire.
I crave everything body and soul wish for.
Euphoria, my ultimate desire.

Fold me in ways previously unexplored, more than just a body.
Run your fingers through my dreadlocks, fulfilling pleasure.
Tease my ******* with your fingertips, awakening desire.

I want your teeth dancing through my neck and *******, sweet sensation.
Your tongue doing what it knows best, happiness in between – I live for this.

Give me bites of pleasure, more hickeys; I want to be mapped like a territory.

Branding my skin with your touch, write your presence across my body.
Lift me, measure me, mold me to your longing.

I want my body in every corner, printing my beat, craving more desire.

Place my back against the balcony, exposing me to the sky.
Shape me to your whims, bending me over pillows of passion.

Expose my face to the stars; worship me as I worship the night.

Share your fantasies; reveal your fetishes.

I am the goddess of pleasure – pure, true, and unfettered.
I can bend, twist, and mold; I am art.

Now, I'm ready; my desire is awakened.

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My friend, so quick to replace,
Easier to damage, so fragile in place.
A single drop can shatter the screen,
Careless handling, and it's stolen, unseen.

To reach me, permission you must seek,
Through my friend, your message will speak.
Need my attention? Go through my friend,
Always there, never jealous, till the end.

I sleep, eat, and walk with my friend,
Constant companion, till life's journey ends.
In need or not, my friend's always near,
All I want, just one click, and it's clear.

My friend, my cell phone, loyal and true,
A relationship, some may deem anew.

#Marixbell