My memories are heady.
Got me feeling needy.
I will never see you in the same light that you see me.
My feelings are up and down,
just like the ocean.
Got me messed up over word that were never spoken.
What’s left of my heart is just an empty cave.
Something all the prayers in the world could never save.
I did my best even though I had clear cues.
You stopped wanting me even though I wanted you.
I spiraled and was stuck in a mental state.
If only you knew the scary things I’d contemplate.
You said things that were cruel and untrue.
Like how I never care or gave a **** about you.
You wanted the comfort of a relationship for everyone to see.
No effort, you went from one to the next with such ease.
Knowing all that, tell who really didn’t care.
I guess it’s true when they say life is unfair.
If you read this, from you I need no verbal suture.
Just remember what you do to people in the future.
All that aside, I still wish you the best.
Just a few things I had to get off my chest.
I thought I was over it, but now I’m in my head.
There are certain things better left unsaid.