**** and mistakes
Go hand in hand.
Time seems fly
Like hour glass sand.

Tried to stop
Failed yet again.
So I sit in the tub
Twisting a bub .

I can see myself
Circling this drain.
Hiding from pain
With pure scream brain.

Been awake for days
Wasting my time.
****** up to forget
The troubles on my mind.

The haunting troubles
Are all self-inflicted.
Struggling to push through
Fully addicted.

I keep ******* up
But it won't be my fate.
I've become someone in not
Someone I hate.

All I need
Is me next to you
I want all of you
That much is true

You've found someone else
And left me behind
The memories of us
Still haunting my mind

If he makes you happy
You have my support
He captured you heart
And I fell short

I wish things were different
I can't change the past
But if he breaks your heart
I'm kicking his ***