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Ilona Carla Mar 2019
All I got to do was get myself weeded
Cause all  felt that time was of no need
But what I didn't want neither
Was to loose you ever

Like wax I wanted to escape what we had
which lightened my heart
I needed to get rid of that willingness to love else way
Cause you were all the best I had,
and I didn't want it to turn in any burden

So let disappear like the sinner I am,
Let me fade away like fate has won,
Ilona Carla Aug 2018
What if they were right?
What if the person I was disappeared in a blink of an eye?
What if she faded out of the blue?
What if she had gone forever?

I expected love without giving it back
I lost the part of mine that nourished my soul the best
I left the world try to define who I had became
And the people around me to live with what I had became

I buried myself in what I thought was to become my new Eden
Ignoring what I was shuttering around me
All the corpses of dead soul I was leaving behind
Losing completely slowly by slowly the true path

Nothing no longer defined me
Except unanswered questions,
unwiped tears,
ungaranteed smiles and
meaningless love.
Ilona Carla Jan 2020
Love does it,
Hate does it,
Ignorance does it

Tell me, what doesn't?!

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