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Ilona Carla Mar 2019
All I got to do was get myself weeded
Cause all  felt that time was of no need
But what I didn't want neither
Was to loose you ever

Like wax I wanted to escape what we had
which lightened my heart
I needed to get rid of that willingness to love else way
Cause you were all the best I had,
and I didn't want it to turn in any burden

So let disappear like the sinner I am,
Let me fade away like fate has won,
201 · Aug 2018
Emotional torment
Ilona Carla Aug 2018
What if they were right?
What if the person I was disappeared in a blink of an eye?
What if she faded out of the blue?
What if she had gone forever?

I expected love without giving it back
I lost the part of mine that nourished my soul the best
I left the world try to define who I had became
And the people around me to live with what I had became

I buried myself in what I thought was to become my new Eden
Ignoring what I was shuttering around me
All the corpses of dead soul I was leaving behind
Losing completely slowly by slowly the true path

Nothing no longer defined me
Except unanswered questions,
unwiped tears,
ungaranteed smiles and
meaningless love.
95 · Jan 2020
Untitled
Ilona Carla Jan 2020
Love does it,
Hate does it,
Ignorance does it

Tell me, what doesn't?!

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