Life must be a joke,
Feelings must be a joke,
Having a good heart must be a joke,
My life must be a joke because everyone just laughs, stairs, and judges me.

I guess my life must be a great Joke.

I hate Promises,
I hate being lied to,
I hate when someone acts like they care but leave,
I hate people,
I hate that everyone takes what I say the wrong way,
I hate my mind,
I hate my heart,
I hate myself,
I hate everything about this **** world.
Those are the things I HATE!!!

There's so much on my mind,
There's so much on my heart,
There's so much I want to say to you,
There's so much I want to do with you,
There's so much things I feel,
you don't know how much I want you to not go away.

My sister loves you,
My mom loves you,
People think you like me,
People think we're dating,
With all of that sometimes I get to wondering are we each other's missing piece and we just don't know it?

I've been getting more sad around people,
I've started to cry randomly around people,
I've been showing how I really am,
people look at me with fear and worry,
I think the cracks are showing.

I've been noticing how hurt I feel,
I've been noticing how happy I am around people,
I've been wondering are these feeling a mask or is this real.

I wish I didn't care so much about people,
I wish I wasn't so nice like I am,
I wish I didn't get hurt over things I shouldn't,
I wish I didn't have the heart I have because all it does is hurt my mind and soul,
I wish I had a heart of coal not a heart of gold.