There's so much on my mind,
There's so much on my heart,
There's so much I want to say to you,
There's so much I want to do with you,
There's so much things I feel,
you don't know how much I want you to not go away.

My sister loves you,
My mom loves you,
People think you like me,
People think we're dating,
With all of that sometimes I get to wondering are we each other's missing piece and we just don't know it?

I've been getting more sad around people,
I've started to cry randomly around people,
I've been showing how I really am,
people look at me with fear and worry,
I think the cracks are showing.

I've been noticing how hurt I feel,
I've been noticing how happy I am around people,
I've been wondering are these feeling a mask or is this real.

I wish I didn't care so much about people,
I wish I wasn't so nice like I am,
I wish I didn't get hurt over things I shouldn't,
I wish I didn't have the heart I have because all it does is hurt my mind and soul,
I wish I had a heart of coal not a heart of gold.

How much longer do I have?
How much longer till my time is cut short.
How much longer till the crack in my hour glass brakes and all the sand starts falling out.

I've been wondering "how special am I to you?"
You come to me with all you're feelings.
You come to me to calm down.
You come to me with everything and You make sure I'm ok and you feel sad when I'm not.
You have noticed we're quite alike.
Sometimes I wonder "how special am I to you?"