Your eyes—
Your lips—
Your smile—
I miss all things about you.

We now barely talk;
We also often to meet.
I miss your voice lingering through my ear.
I miss your hug that takes away my worries.

I always overthink about things;
That you don’t love me no more.
That you don’t want me in your life.
And suddenly got hurt for my own thinking.

Its been a week since we last met;
I don’t know when did we had our long convo.
I miss you so much—
I just want to see you even for a second.

You don’t talk to me about your problems;
You seek comfort to others.
I want you to tell your problems to me—
I want to comfort you myself.

But seems like I cant do that.
We’re so open to each other, I guess.
But seems like your shutting your door of problems to me.
I want to share those with you— I want to comfort you.

It is so cold in here;
Mommy, when will I feel your warmth?
I’ve been so alone here—
For almost 7 months.

Mommy, I am so hungry—
Could you feed me?
I haven’t taste food for the past few days;
Are you mad at me?

I’m sorry if I always end up kicking you—
Its so small in here;
I’m sorry if you always feel the pain.
I know I’m the reason behind that.

Mommy, what is this?
Is this blood?
I’m slowly losing my grip on your womb;
I’m only 7 months—

Mommy, why are you leaving me here?
I feel so cold even more—
There’s so many blood all over my body;
Mom, come back.

I’m slowly running out of breath;
Mom, are you still not coming?
I really can’t see anything—
Mom, I’m now dying and I can’t be able to see your face.

Thank you for letting me stay
In your womb for 7 months.
I guess you didn’t love me, Mom.
But I will always love you.

I never thought that the path I chose
Would lead me here—
In this cruel world that we have;
I must go.

And then I thought about it—
Where should I go?
I had nowhere;
The world already turned its back on me.

I must be really unfortunate;
Reason why my family left me.
They did not love me—
They did not care for me.