Be so strong
Even the failure
Could never cross
your door,
And if you ever
Met it somehow
It would say
“You are not the one I’m looking for”

It’s you
Because no one else
Makes sense

I guess I’ll never understand
      Why you cry yourself to sleep

Why you look in the mirror
      To see one missing piece

What must I do to help you
      Sleep sound
            When I’m not around...

You are complex, hard to read

But,

You are

perfect

to me.

Dear __,
     It's been a while since I smiled, and laughed with you. Where did you go? You promised your love, and that you would always be near. Love hurts. Doesn't it? But I know you've heard that said by everyone else so it probably doesn't mean anything to you...
I miss you. A lot. I can barely even bring myself to get out of bed, take my meds, without taking them all at least.
I don't think you understand.
You think this is a game?
I'm just a puppet who won't complain.
It really is a shame.
I loved you and knew your name!
But according to you... I'm the one to blame.

Baby love hurts doesn't it... We can hurt together.
If you feel that would be better...

Love,
                me.

agressive flapping
bird time
coo coo
make a nest
wooooorm for food

yum

'tis birb time

I need a hug. Please.

Sometimes I wish I could go back in time.
That wasn't how I wanted it to end.
You could've told me
Ya know

about how you felt that day
you didn't have to leave that
as the last time
I saw you.

I would've told you how I felt
how your worth is that of an angel.
but
you really are an angel now
silently flying
your beautiful music dying.

I wish you would've told me.

Ya know?

I promise I care.