I stand above my bed
And examine the damage.
Blankets this way and that
Pillows all over
Sheets tangled up around themselves.
Proof of something that
Only hours ago
Left this place empty.
I take in the rubble
And breathe deeply.
I lower myself down to those
Tangled sheets
And backwards bedspreads
And fill my lungs with you.
I pull them up around me
And close my eyes
And wish for this place to be
The same kind of battleground
Again tomorrow.

Like the moon and the sea
Push and pull
Gravity not really on our side
Forces of nature
Not sure where we are meant to be
Close enough to feel the chill done our own spines
As the icy tips of each others fingertips
Poke at the warming flesh
In and out
Make up your mind
Which direction are you heading
In the door towards our bed
Or out of my heart disappearing forever
Shadows cast by your moon light
Memories written on the sands
Washed way by my salty tears
Rolling and splashing into the rocks
Just the way we were meant to be
Possibly a guessing game
With one pawn
No rules
Just a simple title
LOVE

It would have been a whisper
A voice dancing on your eardrums
A slight breeze trough your hair
It would have been easy
Watching love blossom in the winter
Wild flowers goring through feet of snow
I should have just ended it
Walked away from everything
And never look back on all this
Was it a mistake....?
No....a learning experience
So I'll never get close to another person
I'll become the ghost I always was
In the hallways of your fleeting memories
Should I have ended it?
What would have been the point?
You broke my heart
I broke your sanity
Guess we're even
Not like I had anything going for me
Goodnight
Thought I'd just write my thoughts
One more time
Before I paint them on the canvas
The corner of my room has become

Pssst
I have a secret...
Promise you won't tell?
If you break our promise you may die...

Was that a threat?
I cannot tell...
A little girl in front if me...
Something is amiss-not well...

If I tell you the secret...
Can I trust that you'll keep it that way?

Those words-no-her* word echoed...
Trust a strong word indeed...
Can she trust me?

I trust you,
So let's keep it that way~

What way?
What secret?
What trust?
Words I want to say...

Hush, I know what you want to say...
But first let me tell you this:

History is repeating...
It has been renewed.
Your life is now nothing...
You are your own dying art piece of a dark ****** hue.

People can't keep promises...
That's why trust is so hard to make.
People leave each other...
That's why relationships are usually fake.

Stop!
I don't want to know!
I want my eyes closed!
This pain is unnecessary,
Leave the truth Untold!

But this ****** little girl continues,
As if I never Spoke...
I cried for her to stop,
Covering my ears as she spoke.

But her words penetrate...
Deep...Deep...DEEP...
Into my Mind...
Into my Soul.

Unfairness has been breached...
By the inhumanness of this world.
War is just there,
To bring down our walls...

Speaking out your mind!
You are silence for all!
People think you're crazy!
Many will watch you fall!

If you think me insane,
Think of this now!
You are the crazy one!
Believing these lies,
THAT WILL BEFALL US ALL!

OPEN YOUR EYES YOU NÏAVE LITTLE *****!
DO YOU BELIEVE ALL THESE LIES THAT HOLDS DEATH'S STENCH?
Of all the things...
You wish to not do...
YOU CHOSE NOT TO OPEN YOUR EYES,
TO THE PAIN OF THE TRUTH!

I run to her.
I covered her mouth.
I have to silence her,
Or Death will befall us both.

**Hush child,
All is well,
I Know these Secrets,
And I know none of them is well...

But speak no more...
Child of Sight...
For the world forbids us...
To open our eyes...

Keep these a secret...
Until the time is right...
Fore Darkness will crush...
Every force of Light...

i no longer know
if i wish to drown myself
in love,
*****,
or the sea.

I charged headlong into her life.
I managed not to break anything.

Except her heart.