While you're holding her hand
I'll stay back watching
Staying out of your way

And even while I'm with another man
My thoughts my be drifting
What can I say?

I still love you

I break everything I touch
I can't do anything right
I've literally bumped into walls
and anything in my sights
I'm a klutz who always falls
wherever I go, destruction always follows

But when I was with you, I fell for a different reason
I fell in love with you
You knocked me off my feet
you were something I wasn't expecting
I thought my wish finally came true.
but then I ended up breaking you too.

I wish you would look at me...the way you look at her. I wish you would care about me...like you did before. I wish you would be here for me...I miss you...I wish you would miss me too

And I know that I should move on...but I can't stand the fact that you're gone!

I wish you would long for me...the way I long for you. I wish you would set me free, so I can get over you. But no matter how hard I try, I can't escape those eyes. I wish you didn't have a hold on me...I wish I could break free...

And I know that you are happy now...and I know that you have moved on...and I'm happy for you...but I wish and I pray that someone will look at me that way...the way you used to...

I want someone to hold me in their arms and tell me it's ok just like you used too! I want someone to be there for me! Just like you used to...

I wish you loved me too....

Whenever we kissed I felt electricity
Whenever we touched he sent chills up my spine
Whenever we cuddled I felt safe in his embrace
Whenever he looked at me...he smiled
Whenever he smiled I melted

Now we don't kiss, we don't touch unless it's for a high five or a pity hug. We don't cuddle...and whenever he smiles...it's not for me. He doesn't look my way. He can't tell when I'm not happy. And now...I won't get my kiss in the rain, or a long walk on a beach. I won't get to yell at our kids to stop playing in the street. He promised me that he would never leave...that was a promise he didn't keep. Now I'm his pathetic ex that won't get over him. I still love him while he's trying to move on with another woman.

Now whenever he looks at me...I see hate.
He doesn't smile
He gives me a pity grin
Or nothing at all
I feel like I annoy him whenever I come talk to him
So now I'll just stay away
Be silent
Be still
Be nothing
Because in his eyes...that's what I am now...

Nothing

People change
Sometimes it's for the better
Sometimes it's for the worst

You changed
But not for the better
At least not to me

What happened to you?
You used to be so caring
So kind

Now you're mean
I talk to you about my problems
You say, "Just stop feeling that way."

It's not that easy
You should know that!
What happened to us?

Why did everything have to change?

I love your smile
I love to see you happy
But I loved it more when that smile was for me

I want nothing more than to see you happy
I want nothing more than to see you smiling
But I wish I was happy too

Is it selfish if I stop you from being happy?
Is it selfish if I keep you from moving on?
Tell me the truth...Is it selfish?

Maybe...but I want you to be as miserable as you made me

I'm usually able to do things on my own
Especially when I find myself in the zone
But for some reason I can't find the tune
Then you come along and you know what to do
You find the beat so perfectly
You start out soft then you get all crazy
So while you play the music and start the song
I'll join in and sing along
Together we can do anything
Reach any dream
You make my heart beat so fast
I want this dream to last and last
The music we make will have no mistakes
Because you'll always find the beat so perfectly
And you'll strum the chords in the perfect key
And while you play the music and start the song
I'll always be there with you...singing along