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Maria Rodriguez Apr 2016
Anxiety is;
reflecting on the present on a daily basis
Anxiety is;
regretting the future before it has come
Anxiety is;
cleaning your already clean room
Anxiety is;
dreading each step outside your door
Anxiety is;
Hiding from the unknown
Anxiety is;
Taking comfort on routine
Anxiety is;
Living each day in fear
Anxiety is not;
a normal thing to be
Maria Rodriguez Jun 2015
fading in
                 fading out

                       this feverish haze
                                                    is beginning to make haste

                                                                        no more please i beg
                                                               this is more than i can bear

                                      falling now
to the unknown

                                                 just what does it take
                                                     for you to let go

                                                                                              you pull me right
you pull me left

                                            all i want is to walk straight

to live a live of my own
                                         to a place you can't take me from

                                                                                                    I'm tired now
                                                                            my all hurts

                        i fear there is nothing left

                  my visions are gone
there's nothing left

                distant memories
gone with the wind
                                                                       ambitions that i never lived

                       you held me back just enough
to fell the warm that i could of have

                                                                                   no more

i beg of you

                                                           let me leave
          let me live

                                                                                        i can't always be here

                                    i know you fear for your baby girl

but I'm not the baby i was before

                                                            I'm broken
                                                                                        I'm hurt

cant you see?

                          I've become everything i never wanted to be

let me go
                                                                                                  I need to breath

                                                        let me live
Maria Rodriguez Jun 2015
Sweet little thing
How nice it must be
To not know a thing
Of how you came to be

Sweet little darling
Innocent and naive
For you we fought
To see you live

Two years now
How much you have grown
From a small potato
To a pumpkin

You are growing
To fast to keep up
Breaking our hearts
A little at a time

My sweet little darling
Is not so little any more
He is growing now
Growing strong

My sweet little boy
So tall and so strong
I fear the day
You leave home

I'm growing old to old to follow
But there is still a long road ahead
There is still time
Until morrow
For my mother and baby brother
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