life flashes by if you care and stop for every little thing.
sometimes you don't need to help,
spares ya time,
plus, growth is found in struggles.
can't expect muscles to grow when someone helps you lift the weights right?

I just wonder, if any of the people close to me, would notice me dissappear.

I try to be happy,
yet each night I turn melancholic yet again,
I try to be happy, but only by burying my despair
I try to find solace, in the pain from my lonely heart,
I feel alone, even when surrounded.
Might I ever escape this eternal act?

Find solace in your sins, or find solace a sin.
Either way it's all the same.
Comfort can also be found in agony.

I rage at the world,
It never listened,
I grew lonely and mad,
So I turned to the only one who would listen,
Me.

Grief and glee are so close yet so far.
I glanced,
It saw,
I ran.

The feeling of loneliness persist, even when surrounded by people.