There is something to be said for the way your smile lights up passageways in my heart that have long been darkened
I remember the smell of your soap and the taste of honeycomb cereal and the feel of your soft hands protecting my small hands on the way across the road to my kindergarten classroom
And here today I sit across from you and I want to thank you for every cut you cleaned, and every tear you wiped, and the way you taught me to smile no matter who kicked me down, but I have to remember that you are now someone else
And to you, I am as good as a stranger
To you, we share no memories
No quiet mornings or warm afternoons
And I sit here today and I'm smiling and you're smiling but all is hollow because you cannot place my face in your photo frames of memory and I cannot help but curse myself for letting you get away from me
And these diseases of the mind are the silent terrorists, waging wars on memories and leaving ticking time bombs with tired families
I don't cry
I don't cry
I don't cry
Every Sunday afternoon you spent carving me into the person I am is gone, and I am coming to realize that without your love, this being you forged is wooden and hollow
You mean more to me than anything in the world
But you don't know who I am
I am gone to you
And every Sunday afternoon, I tell you who I am
And you smile and nod, and you're as kind as can be
But you are convinced, you've never met me
I have to smile
No matter who or what kicks me down